Participated in an ayahuasca ceremony led by an experienced practitioner. Followed dietary restrictions (no tyramine-containing foods, no medications) for two weeks prior. Fasted for 8 hours.
The brew was extremely bitter. Nausea built over 45 minutes and I purged violently at T+1:00. The purging is considered part of the healing process and immediately after, the visionary experience began.
Visions were vivid and narrative — not abstract geometric patterns but meaningful scenes and encounters. I experienced what felt like communication with an intelligent, feminine presence. She showed me patterns in my life with incredible clarity and compassion.
The entire ceremony lasted 6 hours. The emotional processing was intense — I confronted grief, shame, and fear in ways that felt guided rather than overwhelming. Integration in the following weeks was essential.
This is not a recreational substance. The MAOI interaction means it can be lethal if combined with certain medications (SSRIs, stimulants, tramadol). Always disclose all medications and follow dietary restrictions strictly.