12mg insufflated in a guided setting. Within 30 seconds the boundaries of self dissolved completely. This is not metaphorical — the experience of being a separate person ceased entirely.
There was no 'I' to have an experience. There was only an infinite, luminous field of awareness — no center, no edge, no time. The closest description is 'pure being.' Every mystical text I'd read suddenly made experiential sense.
The intensity was beyond anything I'd experienced with other psychedelics. I made sounds I'd never made before — primal, involuntary. My sitter later said I appeared to be in ecstasy and terror simultaneously.
The experience lasted about 20 minutes but integrated over months. It fundamentally changed my relationship with death anxiety and self-concept. This is not recreational. It requires genuine preparation, a skilled sitter, and extensive integration work afterward. The most powerful psychoactive experience available.