Also posted on r/drugs but I figured more people would know which chemicals I’m talking about over here
The night before last I went on a solo trip. I had small amounts left of each chemical listed below, and I decided to use them. Some of this trip report was written as I was tripping, but after a certain point it was difficult to articulate my thoughts and I stopped typing. So the rest is just a summary of what happened.
I did NOT expect to have a strong trip like I did. Simply because last time I took the 4-ho-MET I didn’t get many effects and I knew the 4-ho-MiPT was strong but I only had a small dose of it left. I figured if anything I’d get a light 4-acO-DMT trip accompanied by a tiny buzz from the other chems. I just wanted to get rid of what I had and I hate wasting drugs haha.
*4-aco-DMT 25mg (common-strong dose)
*4-ho-MET 38mg (strong dose)
*4-ho-MiPT 10mg (light dose)
(Was going to insufflate 30mgs of DPT as well but I decided not to once everything else hit)
I put what I had into capsules and dropped them at 11:30pm.
12:05am The come up effects started maybe about 15 minutes prior to this. Surprisingly I wasn’t nervous like I usually am before dosing psychedelics. I felt at ease even though my decision to trip that night was an on the fly kind of thing. My hands got sweaty, my heart was racing, and I felt a change in consciousness, but otherwise I didn’t get very anxious. But things did feel much more serious than before I took my doses.
I went down to the garage and smoked 2 bowls of weed to come up more smoothly. After smoking I now feel very tingly all over, and am getting waves of euphoria. I can’t stop smiling. I’m currently feeling kind of hot. Hands are sweatyyyyy and definitely warmer than the rest of my body. Definitely have some bright blue orby closed eye visuals going on. The orbs are dancing around in swirly circular motions. I’m getting a calm “everything is okay” feeling even though I actually feel quite excited. Very “let it be” types of thoughts are swimming through my head and my body.
12:35am I am definitely tripping now. The peak is coming. I made a little nest on my bed and am listening to music. The lights are off except for my fairy lights hung around a tapestry on the wall. Everything has a pinkish glow to me. Songs are like a mini journey, I notice that my current attention span is short and each song I choose is a commitment. When each song on my playlist begins, I get excited and my focus is just on the music. I feel like I’m entering a tunnel of sound, though I’m not actually visualizing a tunnel. Im just feeling like I’m falling down a tunnel made of music. Every word and note means something special to me. I am in love with each song... It’s getting very visual now. Strange patterns are flowing across my ceiling and dancing on the carpet. I then wrote “Getting hard to say more than feel” (Whatever that meant haha). At this point I said fuck it and stopped my report to try to get the most out of the effects... I was having a hard time explaining how I felt.
1am I’m very wrapped up in the music and in the visuals. I feel really lethargic and a little sedated. I want to go back downstairs and smoke some more weed but I also didn’t want to get up. Moving seemed to be a chore. I was alternating between getting lost in the visuals on my ceiling and watching my TV. I had Moving Art: Deserts playing on Netflix and when I was able to pay attention to it, all the beautiful rock formations looked like they had Native American patterns on them. I’ve seen Moving Art a million times while tripping and it has never looked like that, so that was really cool to me. All the cacti and pretty desert scenes were breathtaking! This made me think a lot about traveling and how I need to see the Earth we live on.
This is when I begin to lose track of what time it was. From here on out I remember feeling extreme waves of euphoria every couple seconds. Over and over I’d feel this absolutely blissful tingly feeling, starting from my pelvic area going up to my head. Feelings of “Its all okay” and “nothing really matters in the end” were just washing over me from head to toe. It felt sooooo lovely. I felt very calm even though I was tripping balls. I began thinking about a lot of things that have been scaring me and bothering me lately, lots of changes happening in my life. I began to sob and just let it all out. I went over everything in my head and compared my previous perspective on all of it to my current state of mind. I began to laugh and realize I was being a big fucking baby and that I need to learn to go with the flow. Change is a stupid thing to be afraid of. It’s going to happen to us no matter what... I went over a lot of other things in my head as well. Once I was done crying and laughing about it all and couldn’t stop smiling again. I probably looked insane. I’m glad it was a solo trip and nobody saw me that way. Even now I feel much better about it all (: A little later I got really fixated on my cats. I don’t know how long I was petting them and fussing over them but I do remember being surprised when I realized how long it had been. Cats are great trip partners! Especially if you need a distraction.
At some point I managed to leave my tripping nest and go smoke again. This upped my visuals a lot and walking back to my room was difficult but very fun. I made it a game (: When I came back to my room it looked different. Like everything seemed really far away. I hopped in bed and listened to more music. At this time my mind wasn’t racing anymore and I felt really slow and lazy. I basically just listened to the rest of my playlist, wrapped in a warm, comfortable tryptamine glow. My stomach started feeling weird, but I wasnt hungry. I then ate some apple slices, which blew my mind. They tasted soooooo good and the texture was absolutely crazy to me. I felt like a little kid haha.
The rest isn’t very important, I was almost all the way down by 4:30am or so. I then took some sleep aids and was asleep by 6 I think.
It was a beautiful trip and I’m really glad I did it. It was so needed and I feel so much better about all the things currently going on in my life. I didn’t end up taking the DPT because 1. It all hit me harder than I expected it to and 2. DPT really fucking hurts when it’s snorted and it plugs your sinuses up pretty bad for around 24 hours. Like it’s not possible to breath through your nose after insufflation. I was feeling really good once I started tripping so I saw no reason to fuck my nose up on this trip and possibly become uncomfortable when things were going so well. I’ll save it for another time.