So I just want to get this off of my chest before I lose this feeling. I had never done hallucinogenics before but have always wanted to. I found out one of my friends accquantinces had acid and thought hey let's try some and see what happens in a place I was not familiar with, with people I did not know that well. I had one of the most terrifying and amazing experinces ever in those 24 hours. I am grateful there is a place like this that kept me grounded when I was losing myself to the universe over and over.
I am in a safe place coming down now I just woke up from a 3 hour nap which I did not think would ever come again. I amazed at this stuff and give it so much more respect. The next time I try it it's going to be way less in a much more stable environment with the people I trust. I also feel able to appreciate the good things and bad things about life so I have that going for me as well.