Holy shit. It took so fucking long to get my hands on the stuff, but it finally happened last night. It was fucking ridiculous and strange and unbelievable and wow.
I smoked twice yesterday using an oil burner and a butane lighter.
The first time, I was planning on taking several hits before lying back and closing my eyes. I didn’t even make it through the first one, as soon as I felt the effects come on I exhaled and turned down my friend’s request for another hit. It was so unbelievably strong, and I came up ridiculously fast — like literally seconds after first beginning my inhale. I saw alien patterns when I closed my eyes and felt myself detaching from my body.
The second trip was much much stronger, as I got two solid hits off of a 25mg bowl and a shaky third hit. In seconds the music that I had playing completely changed, and memories from years ago, stuff I haven’t thought about in FOREVER, began flashing through my head faster than I could process them.
That said, I am absolutely positive I did not have a breakthrough experience — I’m not even sure I came close. I had visuals when I closed my eyes, but they were slow moving and mostly tame. The craziest part of the experience was mostly the mindfuck, but I would like to try again with the intention of achieving the deeper levels of the experience that I have read about.
They took the form of these green and blue twisting shapes that almost seemed to reach out to me. For some reason, I felt like they were manifestations of some high school friends, who I miss very much while I am away at school. These hallucinations felt completely alien and were out of my control.
I also feel like I remember quite a bit about the trip, which is uncommon in the reports I have heard. I don’t remember all of it of course. Feel free to ask any questions you may have. Thanks for reading!