FYI if you’re an experienced ket user, this is probably just another k hole newbie lol.
Yep, that shit to date was the most profound experience I’ve ever had due to the fact I haven’t done any psychedelics. (1hr30 after the k hole as of writing this)
Once I felt it kick in I thought I could move but I just didn’t want to, needless to say I definitely could not move, I was lying on my bed whilst this was happening and I could shut my eyes and breathe, my mind just expanded and I could see the layers of my subconscious from my perspective, keep in mind this is MY experience but I’m sure you’ll have had a universal relation to mine.
My room was the foundation and the centre of my experience. A solid flat baby blue wall all around.
I felt my legs go through a wormhole hypothetically, as if legs first ; all matter of my body was being sucked through a portal of some sort.
There’s probably going to be too many things for me to write so I’ll just say the experiences that were the most notable for me.
I was fitted on top of a serpent... a snake as if I was saddled up, and I kept going up the spine of this snake to the head all whilst the snake was in a wiggling motion, looking out I could just see layers of my mind expanding, like pillars of random imagery of vibrant expansions of nothingness, just corridors of the deeper parts of my mind just being projected into an astral form.
I also felt a presence, like an energy looking after me, it was a warm embrace and I felt like I was just going through a mental reset, like all my worries and concerns now feel irrelevant as of right now, this won’t be a permanent fix but it’s given me another perspective.
I was also listening to ulrich Schnauss which one of you guys in this subreddit so kindly recommended to listen to whilst in a k hole, to whoever you are, you are a god send.
Why does this link to meditation? Well I have been meditating for nearly 7 months now and I’ve some capabilities and teachings that can be transferred over into use of ketamine. Conscious breathing helped me so much and every breathe I took just took me further in.
This all lasted an hour.
TL;DR I k holed and saddled up onto a spirit snake and rode it through my mind and felt a divine maternal love that I’ve never felt before. Meditation just helped me through what some would consider a bad time.