Just wanted to write down a report of this largely unknown psyc.
I tripped together with 2 friends (one of them 55mg 2C-C, the other 25mg 2C-B). Decided to take 15mg of 4-HO-MPT for my first time. I had taken 1.1gr of Phenibut about 8 hours before and was still peaking on it, so it's definitely altered the experience a little since 15mg wasn't all that high of a dosage I found out.
T+0:30 - First visuals appearing. A subtle pattern overlay and some morphing going on. Mentally I still feel the euphoria and confidence of Phenibut. Bodily wise there are subtle vibes, some of it flowing, some of it manifested in one spot more strongly. No bodyload discomforts at all (took 2 capsules of ginger before though).
The set and setting of one of my other friends quickly sunk to shit as he's upset and worried about his ex and what had just happened 10 minutes ago (his ex wasn't tripping with us). My other friend was also suddenly tired and wasn't at her best either.
T+1:00 - Over the course of next 1 hour I try to get my friend to open his heart about what he's feeling whilst also lifting up my other friend. I feel convinced in supporting him and I'm casting metaphors of love and broken hearts left and right in the hope to give him the insights that he needs in this situation.
I had gone to pick up my friends stuff at his ex's room a floor down. She told him she was heading out, not telling where. When I went to get his stuff and she was still there. She's a very good friend to me, but I immediately sensed that I should just get his stuff and leave without talking.
When I get back my friend becomes only more panicky cause he feels like whatever he does it makes things worse. I try my hardest to get him to see that he shouldn't do or say anything anymore. But it's in vain. Love really makes blind.
Mentally wise the negative set and setting of others weirdly doesn't really affect me. I just have an overwhelming confidence that things will be right in the end and that I know how to handle this situation I find myself stuck in between. Even if my friend isn't listening.
T+1:30 - Visuals are pretty minor, can't say they increased much after the first moment they started to appear. I haven't been able to pay attention to them really. Body vibes are still subtle without any bodyload. Mentally I'm feeling very therapeutical, philosophical and empathetic. It might be cause of the setting or partially due to Phenibut, but it feels really nice. I don't think I could be this supporting role on acid, that leaves me too much in my own mind. So definitely a warm character.
T+2:30 - By now I've managed to lift up my friend that was tired and we're having good times. We still try to support but I'm pretty much out of metaphors to cast down on him. I feel like he's acting blind since he's still not letting go of trying to explain himself to her, which is making things worse. My other friend is also giving me these looks sometimes that just tells me that she has no idea what to do/say anymore either.
I start focussing more on my other friend and having a good time. Cause I still feel oh so good despite this situation. It's fun goofing and joking around with her. Phenibut is making me act extra crazy to make her laugh. But there are also moments where I sink in my own mind for a bit and think over the topic of love and friendship. About making hard choices.
The way I am able to think over these topics reminds me very much of shrooms/4-AcO-DMT. The answer is so clear when you think about it on these substances. I feel convinced about making a hard choice I've been dealing with lately, one where no outcome ends well. But it's time to choose I realized. I always find an unexpected deceisive answer for something I wasn't even looking for with the trip with shrooms. I feel the same way about this trip/psyc.
T+3:00 - Visuals have basically disappeared. They were pretty minor throughout. Mentally I'm just overthinking a lot of what happened during the trip, again much like shrooms. I come to see that last week I've made choices for the wellbeing of my friend and even lied for him against one my best friends. They were things I didn't really want to do. Not for my own sake at least. It feels like I have to choose side between them.
T+3:50 - Me and my friend decide to take GHB as the atmosphere has been getting to us a little. My other friends goes to sleep with some Clonazolam. I ended up having some great convos with my friend and it was nice to end the trip this way. I didn't really fell asleep that night though, just short moments. My mind was still racing over the situation of this evening and I realize that I have to choose for the wellbeing of myself in this crossfire between friends I'm stuck in.
Conclusion
The day after I felt pretty good, though I did wake up with anxiety as the situation was still going on then and I just didn't care much for it anymore. I escaped to my family to celebrate my mum's birthday and ended up getting baked+boozed when I returned to my own place that night. Today I feel pretty good though. It feels like I know what to do with a choice I have to make in life.
15mg 4-HO-MPT was a light dosage for sure, visually and mentally. Equal to 1.5gr of shrooms. But it's these light dosages that can sometimes feel really beneficial to me. I'm glad with the trip and the effects of 4-HO-MPT. I reckon it's a lot like shrooms without the addition of Phenibut to it, as that surely made it a lot more euphoric and light.
I would describe the character of 4-HO-MPT as warm, soft, therapeutic, philosophical and emphatic. Will definitely be experimenting more with this one and would recommend.