Wednesday i procured three substances: 3-FPM, 4F-MPH, and 2-FMA.
That day, as well as thursday, was spent binging on the 3-FPM, which I had a great response to, maybe even too great; I did approximately 1 gram in the timespan, with dosing comprising mainly high to very high dosages administered by way of insufflation and in frequent intervals. As mentioned, the substance affected me positively and I experienced very few negative effects. In conclusion, it resulted in: a sore and bloody nose, 41 hours of no sleep, a ton of finished schoolwork, no apparent comedown, and feeling normal and fine (besides the nose), after finally having some sleep.
I woke up from the binge the following day, friday, and decided it would be a good day to try out the 4F-MPH, seeing as I still had a nice amount of homework due. I fully expected to be have a strong and maybe even euphoric reaction to the substance, seeing as I have extensively used methylphenidate in the past for both recreational purposes as well as for studying. From reading through reports and comments on the substance online, it seemed as if heavy dosing of it would often result in negative experiences of anxiety and jitteriness, and people were recommending starting at doses of 10-15mg orally. Of course, me being me, I started by insufflating approx. 20mg. I experienced most classic feelings and symptoms of being (over)stimulated, exactly as I had expected, and felt a very faint hint of euphoria. However, this did not last very long and already 30-60 minutes from dosing, I feel much less affected, and am left with residual stimulation of a surprisingly weak nature. Going against the majority of the recommendations found online, I decide to redose, again by insufflating a dose of 10-20mg. According to what I had gathered online prior to the research, this should leave me an insomniac anxious and VERY overstimulated wreck for a very long time, and decided to dose 2 gram of phenibut for the anxiolytic effects as well as hoping it might help with sleep later. What I felt though, was a gradual decline in cognition making me almost completely unable to concentrate on my homework due to an extreme amount of brain fog. I also experienced a hard time communicating as well as just a general weird and fatigued physical feeling that included a strange sort of pressure in my head and in my ears. What I found weird though, was that unlike with the 3-FPM and any other stimulant I've tried, I experienced practically no increase in heart rate, something I am rather prone to normally. I fell asleep about 10 hours after the last dose, though I do believe I would have been able to do so earlier as I made no other attempt before this one and was so tired that I simply fell asleep, regardless of my wish to.
This morning I woke feeling sober again and, yes you guessed it, figured this should be the day I try the 2-FMA that I had been looking forward to. I was just a tad bit more responsible and dosed 30mg orally. I felt very slight stimulation and focus enhancement, which subsided within no more than an hour and I redosed 30mg also orally this time. Just as with the 4F-MPH, I was rather perplexed with the very low increase in heart rate, seeing it increase at most by 10-15bpm. Some hours go by and I felt pretty much back at baseline, so I redosed 30mg orally and 20mg nasally, this time supplemented with some noopept,hoping for some sort of rush. I experienced jaw-clenching for a very short period accompanied by a feeling of stimulation that, again, was in no way reflected by my heart rate. Yet again, all of the welcomed effects were gone within an hour and I was only feeling residual stimulation. I was extremely disappointed, desperate for just some classic speedy stimulation and focus reminiscent of what I have gained from as little as 10mg methylphenidate IR. Because of the subjective failure, I do some, albeit little, research on a combination of 2-FMA and 4F-MPH, as well as regular methylphenidate and amphetamines, drawing nothing overly worrisome from it. I insufflate 10mg of the 4F-MPH and feel close to nothing but the same gradual brain fog from yesterday.
Cut to now, about 3 hours since dosing the 4F-MPH, and I am feeling kind of foggy and distracted with some sort of a twisted stimulant headspace. My heart rate is between 70bpm and 80bpm, but I am in no way energised or in the mood for physical or cognitive activity.
So, I am sitting here wondering why I felt so little from the two substances; maybe they are of bad quality, maybe I've COMPLETELY misunderstood their subtlety which is mentioned online. Could it perhaps even be due to this terrible flu that I am currently in the midst of fighting, which was only made worse by the excessive insufflation of 3-FPM. Could my dosing pattern and intake of the 3-FPM have had some effect? I am not a frequent user of stimulants, and the last time I did one, was almost 3 weeks ago where I did methylphenidate XR. Also, I am aware that 2-FMA and 4F-MPH are not known to induce much if any euphoria, so do know that I am not mistaking lack of effect for lack of euphoria.
I hope someone can perhaps assist me in my confusion, as well as take some of what I've detailed as at least a little informational. And please, there is no need to mention the irresponsibility I've exhibited, I know that the dosages have been high and regular.
Thank you.