So I got a gram of ketamine about a month ago. I had used it 3 times up until last night and each time was only doing smaller amounts. I never holed, but got a nice dissociated feeling. This was pretty fun, but I decided with the ~300mg I had left that I needed to see what the hole was like.
Now, I will admit I also had the idea to try combining Nitrous with it prior to going for the hole. I had done two lines and did that (BOY what a combo btw), so I'd estimate I had another 200mg left after to hole. So I rack it up into 4 lines and go into my room and turn on a relaxing TV show (The Office) and turned the lights out.
I do the first two with only about a minute apart and let them take effectto get a nice buzz going again. Then, about 10 minutes later, I do the last two lines. From here on out, it's hard to distinguish time.
I'm still watching the show and my vision slowly starts to double to where it's hard to see what's happening in the show. I've seen the show like 10 times, so this wasn't a problem, glad I didn't pick something I hadn't seen. Eventually, I start feeling like I'm floating up above my body and eventually out of my apartment. I don't remember looking down to see if I was really floating, as I was too engulfed in what was happening. Around this same time, I started getting a weird visual when looking at the TV. I'd liken them to this scene from Doctor Strange. The already double-vision I was getting was constantly rotating like the streets and buildings like in that scene. This was so much crazier than many visuals I get on psychedelics. Of course DMT had the best effects, but this was more intense than anything I had experienced with LSD or shrooms.
I wasn't expecting this, but I got a minor headspace as well, and started thinking about where my life was going etc. Nothing bad, just making me think, which I was not expecting from a dissociative.
This felt like the peak of the experience for me, I can't tell you how long this went one, but I remember hearing the credits to the show at least twice while this going throw this. I remember that being a little scary to me, as I had always heard that an entire K-experience is around an hour, and this had been close to 50 minutes on the peak alone. That was about the only negative to me, that I felt like I'd be stuck with this insane vision forever. The comedown also seemed like it took longer than I would have thought. I was finally with enough to be able to look at my phone to see that it had indeed been around an hour since I had last saw the time.
For the next ~30 minutes, I slowly come back to reality. I try sitting up a few times and am still way too disoriented and just fall back to laying on my bed. It's about 90 minutes in total before I can actually really tell what's happening on the show and my vision is about back to normal.
Overall, it was an amazing experience. The only thing I'd rate as a more intense experience was DMT (haven't broken through, but there's still nothing that has topped it). I've taken some pretty high doses of tryptamines (60+mg of 4-AcO-DMT) multiple times and this still topped them all, aside from the relatively minor headspace. Obviously a pscyhedelic is going to have more headspace, but I wasn't expecting the crazy visuals I got from Ketamine.
I definitely think I'll do it again, but I'm going to wait to order my ketamine. I did all 4 of these experiences in about a month, with the first three being in around a week and then a 18 day break between them and this experience.