300mg dxm hbr 7 grams morning glory seeds (185 lbs, male)
(TL;DR at bottom)
(Times may be inaccurate, for obvious reasons)
T-1:00 rinsed off seeds, extracted dxm from inside the gels
T+0:00 start chewing whole seeds. Not too bad tasting. Taste like sunflower seeds and dirt. Is this what being vegan feels like?
T+1:00 time to take my medicine. God the liquid extracted from gels is foul.
T+2:00 starting to feel something. The come up is harsh. Stomach pain, and nausea are present, but not too overwhelming. Vasoconstriction is coming on strong, so i decide to take a warm bath
T+2:30 sitting butt ass naked in the bath waiting for it to fill up. Looking mad hard at the water droplets on the side of the tub. They look different. Not necessarily in a hallucinogenic way, but rather my perception of them changed. They all move in unison, being pulled by gravity.
My mind begins to fill with wild, fantastical thoughts. The rushing water and nudity triggered some sort of caveman energy in my brain. I cant help but be reminded that tripping dick on naturally occurring psychs has always been one of humanitys greatest pass times. This feels like something a neanderthal would do.
T+?:?? Shit gets wacky as the dex starts to flex its dissociative muscles. Its a much more synthetic feeling. I think of machines and engines as my brains horsepower increases. Halos and colors start to appear around the outline of objects.
I knew it was time to hit the dab pen gents. Load my vape with some spicy ass oil, and inhale. Nothing. Confused, i try again. My vape flashes red, indicating its dead. Party. Fucking. Foul.
As i wait for it to charge, i decide to watch some youtube videos. Off the air. Look it up, its amazing. Anyways my mind continues to wander further and further from reality. When i would look at something, it was like i was being pulled towards it. Colors and halos continue to intensify.
PEAK: out of the corner of my eye, i see my vape flash green. Go time, baby. Walking over there was a chore. Usually dont get robowalk until like 600+mg, but i was stumbling a little bit with this shit. I find my way back to my bed, and hit my dab pen. Or more like it hit me. Im coughing my lungs out. I touch my face and realize I'm sweating, drooling, and crying and didn't even notice. I stare up at the ceiling. Patterns and vibrant colors pulse through my peripheral vision. My body vibrates to the beat of the music. When i looked at something, it was like i would teleport inside of it. I would feel it. Hear it. Become it. It felt as if energy was surging through my body. 10 minutes felt like an hour. But 3 hours felt like 5 minutes. Paradoxical gibberish i know.
I cried. Not because of emotion, but instead because everything was so beautiful i had simply forgotten to blink.
COME DOWN: things start to slow down after a while. Spent the night drawing, playing video games, listening to music and just chilling out. I had a lot of important revelations about my life personally, and about life as a whole, as well as the universe surrounding us.
TL;DR : consuming the drugs was awful. The come up was very harsh. However the peak was one of the most powerful and beautiful experiences of my life. 9/10, would trip again.