Hello there, more writing this for my records as well as a few questions I have bubbling in my mind.
I am new at this. I took 350mg of Dxm syrup with the only active ingredient being Dxm itself.
I took it at around 8 pm and started feeling it about 45 minutes later.
I was cleaning the kitchen noticing I was becoming more and more clumsy with my cleaning items. It was fun though. I was super smiley and giddy and paying lots of attention to detail. When I realized I couldn't really focus I went to my room and started playing music. It felt fun, my head was already very floaty. I was dancing a little.
It didn't fully hit me until I started chatting on the phone with someone. I was all giddy and rambling about odd stuff. Their voice was super clear and definitely sounded nicer than usual. Then it actually hit me about two hours in.
It felt like my whole body was being immersed in warm water. My mattress seemed to be swallowing me. At the same time my head felt like a balloon and was inflating to fill the room. I had to stop talking and plugged in my earphones. The music was beautiful. I wish I could describe it fully. I felt the beat match my heartbeat even though that's impossible. Funny how I had it at full volume yet it wasn't too loud as it normally was. I could hear every little undertone amplified in my mind. I had strange subtle visuals. I didn't see them..but I imagined them very clearly. I could control a tiny beam of light under my eyelids though.
While laying down I could feel my hands on top of each other on my stomach but they weren't mine. It was weird, like I was dead. Cold flesh.
There were some parts of the song that lagged or just simply didn't record in my brain right and I heard it way differently from it's original tune.
I kept seeing this depth in the air. Like there were holes in the air in front of my face and I can just feel depth.
I got up to just randomly spin. It didn't cause an uncomfortable dizzy feeling like normal. So I kept spinning and after I was done I noticed my vision just going crazy yet it didn't hurt. It was interesting. I wasn't dizzy!
Walking was weird though, my body definitely wasn't connected to my mind. I felt weightless. I stumbled around and was super giddy...smiling and such.
I stayed in bed the rest of the time until music started to hurt my ears...then I turned to my side...feeling somewhat normal and went to this weird version of sleep. I don't think I actually slept. I woke up and am currently laying down feeling pretty good. I'm a little sleepy. When I look around things still feel a little off but I'm pretty normal.
But those mirrors though, when I looked into it....I was seriously a zombie thing. I could see every pore and eye circles more apparently. My eyes looked hella lot greener than they usually are. Looking at myself was literally like looking at this dead thing. The background behind me looked warped and seemed to subliminally move. I poked my cheek and it didn't look like I was poking myself. I was evil.
My questions are....
Why is it so hard to sleep on DXM? I don't think I actually slept last night.
Why do I look rather scary in the mirror?
How long does it take to feel normal after the afterglow goes away?
Can I take a third plateau dose in the same time frame....like, will it last only 6-8 hours?
How long should I wait between doses?
If you read this far I appreciate you. Thanks so much.