I had a personal self awakening (Not a trip report)

I recently extracted dmt for the first time and Ayer a couple trips I had a thought of just "wow, I made this possible, and this is mine". I'm 17 and I've never really had anything that I could truly say was mine, so realizing this and understanding all the work I went through to make this happen, makes me unbelievably happy to know that I have something that I don't have to, but want to share. Please allow me to thank all of you guys for helping me through this process and teaching me, I love you all so much and I hope that you all are doing well <3