DOSE:
40 - 60 mg
IV
DMT
BODY WEIGHT:
200 lb
I just want to preface this whole thing by saying that this was hands down the most terrifying and reckless thing I've ever done. I know that some of you out there reading this probably want to experience a DMT injection firsthand (or are at least curious about it) while others have made their minds up, like I did, and cannot or will not allow themselves to be persuaded otherwise. To the curious I say, don't let yourselves be fooled by some documentary you saw on TV or some shitpost on the internet with some idiot saying that he did it before and was "absolutely fine." Those people are either professionals in a lab setting or people that have no business saying you "can and should" inject yourself with DMT sitting behind a screen. And to all the other lost souls looking for answers and decided that this was the way to go: May God have fucking mercy on your everlasting soul.
I am 24 years old, and live with my girlfriend and two dogs. I have a shiny new car, an awesome job, savings, investments, and an incredibly loving family. I am lucky, considering I spent 4 years in an active heroin addiction while homeless on the streets of New Orleans, and two years in prison. I've been out for about 2 years now, and off the shit for about 4.
Man, living in New Orleans you get ahold of a lot of shit. Quick drug rap sheet includes heroin, oxys and other opiates, cocaine, meth, MDMA, weed daily for 6 years, methadone, suboxone/subutex, 2C-E, 2C-B, GHB, ecstasy, lots of acid, lots of mushrooms that grow wild down here, xanax and other benzos, aderall and other amphetamines, salvia, nitros oxide, all kinds of weird pills... Yeah you get the point. Smoked, snorted, and IV'd my way through my teens and early twenties basically.
But I'm in recovery now! I've been completely sober for about a year from everything else except acid and mushrooms, which I believe to be a true cure for clinical anxiety and depression. I trip 3 times a year with my girlfriend, and my quality of life continues to improve with these tools like it never has before.
A few weeks ago my girlfriend and I watched a documentary about ayahuasca, and she expressed interest in trying it or other DMT-containing substances. I was also, as I had never tried it, so I made a few clicks and had a half gram of n,nDMT show up at my house quickly.
I freebased for the first 3 experiences and they were incredible. I broke through on my first try and felt like I was communicating with entities that wanted to show me the secrets of the world. I felt the most deepest feelings of joy and warmth and came away feeling like life wasn't the end. Sadly, my girlfriend couldn't handle the smoke and regrettably choked and coughed and couldn't hold a single hit down. Probably for the best. This stuff isn't for everyone.
At some point I suggested maybe she could IV the drug, and she shot it down immediately. She said there was no way she was going to try something by injecting it. Unfortunately, I couldn't stop thinking about it. The seed was planted and the thought kept creeping up on me in the following days and I eventually decided I would do it.
I found an easy method to dissolve the freebase with an acid on the internet. It seemed simple, but to get the mixture just right you had to be EXACT, and know the molar weight of the two substances you were trying to dissolve. I had no idea how much I was doing, I didn't have anything that could measure out to .01g, so I eyeballed what I thought was about 50 mgs of freebase I eyeballed what I thought was about 50 mgs of freebase