DOSE:
repeated
2-Fluoromethamphetamine
repeated
oral
Coffee
repeated
Amphetamines
repeated
Lisdexamfetamine
repeated
oral
Kratom
(capsule)
repeated
Pharms - Methylphenidate
repeated
3-Fluoroamphetamine
repeated
vaporized
Cannabis
(extract)
oral
Alcohol
(daily)
repeated
oral
LSD
(liquid)
BODY WEIGHT:
199 lb
Anything Goes � Dealer�s Choice, and I�m the Dealer
This report is part of an eight-report collection. The collection consists of a summary report that is retrospective and generalized in nature as well as seven [of which this is one] more detailed chronicles of my experiences with various chemicals used intentionally for work or study enhancement. Each report documents a single substance used for thirty days. The idea was to give each material a chance to show its strengths and weaknesses. The summary report has shorter descriptions and comparisons of my experiences with each material, as well as links to the other full-length experience reports for each substance.
This final entry to the collection summarizes a month of substance use aimed at enhancing my performance, primarily in the context of work, just as with the rest of this assemblage of writings. This month was unique in that I wasn�t following a predetermined schedule of dosing. I wasn�t even confined to a single substance. This month was a free-for-all. I chose the dosage and substance(s) each day as I saw fit. As such, this report includes but is not limited to the substances detailed in my full series of performance-enhancing reports, it also included some random selections; old favorites, wildcards and combinations.
Background Information
I consider myself to be well versed in the realm of substance use. Previous experiences include opiates, stimulants and psychedelics spanning over more than a decade. A fair amount of my substance usage history includes novel research chemicals often in less than common combinations.
I have spent at least a month taking and documenting in detail many of the substances included in this report as they were stand-alone portions in the series of experience reports this entry belongs to. Others substances outside of this specific set were things I was familiar with from previous experience; no first times here.
This report was written using extensive notes as well as audio recordings taken during the experiences.
Besides cannabis and alcohol I did not have any tolerance to any of the substances included below. A few light hits from an oil vaporizer every other day and 3-5 drinks daily summarize my habitual use of cannabis and alcohol.
Given the nature of this report, with numerous compounds and combinations, the same structure I used for the rest of the series was not a perfect fit. Rather than focus on a single substance�s �best�, �worst�, �mood effects�, �physical effects�, etc., as I did in the other reports, I�m using these same sections to discuss some highlights, lowlights, and themes I experienced across the month, but not necessarily focussing or discussing the details of every single day for every single substance.
Substance Descriptions:
LSD: The LSD used in my experimenting was sourced from a respectable vendor and the same batch from which I had previously used in small, medium, and large dosages. I trusted the 255 micrograms per tab they were advertised as containing. To enable accurate volumetric dosing, I dropped one blotter into 35 ml of agave-based ethanol [40% ABV]. This was stirred and shaken every thirty minutes for the first five hours, then left overnight until the next morning when the same agitation schedule was resumed for the two hours before I called the preparation of the solution complete. The result was 7.3 ug/ml of LSD. All of the volumetric dosing was performed with clean new syringes.
Kratom: The Kratom was sourced from a reputable vendor from which I have purchased and used various products before. I used a variety of strains, but all were an enhanced leaf type product. The dosages were prepared at 750 milligram per 00 capsule.
4F-MPH: The 4F-MPH was a fine powder material and each dosage was prepared on a freshly calibrated milligram (.000 gram) scale. The chemical was sourced through a highly vetted chemist and this batch tested at a > 98% purity. An NMR analysis was completed and analyzed by a third party chemist to verify the chemical was as advertised. If taken orally, the powder was placed into a capsule before swallowing.
2-FMA: The 2-FMA was a fluffy and clumpy white powder of which the dosages were prepared on a freshly calibrated milligram (.000 gram) scale. The chemical was sourced through a highly vetted chemist and this batch tested at a > 98% purity. An NMR analysis was completed and analyzed by a third party chemist to verify the chemical was indeed 2-FMA. When I prepared dosages for oral administration, I used 00 capsules.
Coffee: All of the coffee ingested in this report was from the same batch of medium roast. The coffee beans were ground fresh every day before preparation using a glass-pour over style coffeemaker. I wasn�t specific in measuring the exact temperature of the water used each day. I did however weigh my beans each day and kept the following measurements consistent throughout the month:
10.5 grams per mug of 300 milliliters of liquid
Between .5 � 2.0 tablespoons of sugar per mug
Between 25 � 75 milliliters of whole milk per mug
Amphetamines: Adderall, dextroamphetamine, and lisdexamfetamine; all of these substances were sourced through a legitimate pharmacy.
The Adderalls were thirty milligram pills that were round and orange with �AD� stamped on one side and �30� stamped into the other. There had a full break mark between the �3� and the �0� and then smaller quarter break marks perpendicular to the main break line. For any smaller or uneven dosages, I used a pill cutter to divide these up.
The dextroamphetamines were ten milligram pills that were round, orange, and featured a stamp of �U39� on one side. The other side of the pill had a break mark that would dissect the lettering on the lettered side, top from bottom. For any smaller or uneven dosages, I used a pill cutter to divide these up.
The lisdexamfetamines were thirty milligram capsules with the female side of the capsule being orange and the male counterpart being white. The orange side featured black text that read �S489�. Directly across from this on the white portion of the capsule was black text which read �30 mg�.
3-Fluoroamphetamine: The 3-FA was a pure white powder that was more clumpy and flour-like than it was granular. The dosages were prepared on a freshly calibrated milligram (.000 gram) scale. The chemical was sourced through a highly vetted chemist and this batch tested at a > 98% purity. An NMR analysis was completed and analyzed by a third party chemist to verify the chemical was indeed 3-FA. When I prepared dosages for oral administration, I used 00 capsules.
Methylphenidate: The five milligram pills were a bright yellow color, with one side imprinted with �MD� and the other with �531�. The pills were circular and had no break marks.
Study Dosage Timeline
My ingestion schedule was as follows:
Day 1/30: T + 00:00 2-FMA:16 mg oral
T + 01:37 dextroamphetamine: 10 mg insufflatedDay 2/30: T + 00:00 Coffee: 1 mug
T + 00:35 Adderall: 5 mg oral
T + 04:00 Adderall: 5 mg insufflated Day 3/30: T + 00:00 LSD: 8 ug oral
Day 4/30: Off Day
Day 5/30: T + 00:00 lisdexamfetamine: 30 mg oral
Day 6/30: T + 00:00 lisdexamfetamine: 30 mg oral
T + 04:02 2-FMA: 14 mg insufflatedDay 7/30: T + 00:00 kratom [Green Vein Borneo]: 4 grams oral
T + 00:34 2-FMA: 5 mg oral
T + 00:36 dextroamphetamine: 5 mg oral
T + 07:31 kratom [Green Vein Borneo]: 4 grams oralDay 8/30: T + 00:00 LSD: 15 ug oral
T + 00:45 Adderall: 10 mg insufflated
T + 10:15 Kratom [Red Vein Borneo]: 3 grams oral
T + 11:35 kratom [Red Vein Borneo]: 2.5 grams oralDay 9/30: T + 00:00 lisdexamfetamine: 60 mg oral
Day 10/30: T + 00:00 lisdexamfetamine: 30 m oral
T + 02:18 2-FMA 5 mg insufflated
T + 02:40 2-FMA 5 mg insufflatedDay 11/30: Off Day
Day 12/30: Off Day
Day 13/30: T + 00:00 4F-MPH: 20 mg insufflated
T + 01:15 2-FMA: 15 mg insufflatedDay 14/30: T + 00:00 LSD: 9.5 ug oral
T + 00:00 lisdexamfetamine: 60 mg oralDay 15/30: Off Day
Day 16/30: T + 00:00 2-FMA: 21 mg oral
Day 17/30: Off Day
Day 18/30: Off Day
Day 19/30: T + 00:00 Adderall: 7.5 mg oral
Day 20/30: T + 00:00 dextroamphetamine: 10 mg oral
T + 00:20 2-FMA: 8 mg insufflatedDay 21/30: T + 00:00 methylphenidate: 10 mg oral
Day 22/30: T + 00:00 Coffee: 1.5 mugs
T + 01:15 Coffee: 1 mugDay 23/30: Off Day
Day 24/30: T + 00:00 Coffee: 1 mug
T + 00:39 2-FMA: 18 mg oralDay 25/30: Off Day
Day 26/30: T + 00:00 2-FMA: 10 mg oral
T + 00:00 dextroamphetamine: 5 mg oral
T + 00:01 dextroamphetamine: 5 mg insufflatedDay 27/30: T + 00:00 2-FMA: 16 mg oral
T + 04:25 3-FA: 20 mg insufflated
T + 07:36 3-FA: 29 mg insufflated
T + 08:22 3-FA: 48 mg insufflatedDay 28/30: Off Day
Day 29/30: Off Day
Day 30/30: T + 00:00 3-FA 14 mg insufflated
T + 03:01 3-FA 18 mg insufflatedExpectations | Hopes | Concerns Going In
Having given myself complete liberty to do whatever substances, in whatever dosages I wanted, to enhance my performance at work; I expected this to be a fucking good month. I hoped I would be able to pick and choose substances and dosages that fit my tasks for the day. During each of the proceeding month-long experimentations with a single substance my most common complaint was that my day-to-day experience at work was more dynamic than the substances. By this I mean that there were plenty of occasions where I wished I could have taken an amphetamine, but didn�t because it was LSD month, or vice versa there were plenty of occasions where I wished I could have taken an amphetamine, but didn�t because it was LSD month, or vice versa