DOSE: T+ 0:00 0.5 mg oral Etizolam (liquid) T+ 0:40 1 g oral Kratom (capsule) T+ 1:11 1 g oral Kratom (capsule) T+ 1:40 0.75 mg oral Etizolam (liquid) T+ 6:29 0.5 mg oral Etizolam (liquid) T+ 6:34 1 g oral Kratom (capsule) T+ 7:09 1 mg oral Etizolam (liquid) T+ 9:51 2 g oral Kratom (capsule) T+ 10:38 1.5 mg oral Etizolam (liquid) T+ 13:59 5 mg oral Pharms - Zolpidem (pill / tablet)
BODY WEIGHT:
185 lb
Background Information:
My intention for the experience that is detailed below was to tinker around with using kratom as a performance enhancing substance. My work has been very stress inducing lately, requiring extended hours of focus, and very little time to recharge my batteries before the daily cycle of chaos begins again. There are a number of stimulating substances, from coffee to research chemicals, that I have leveraged to assist with the demands of this schedule, and done so with success. Often I have paired these with benzodiazepines in an attempt to keep myself from stressing out to the point of true anxiety. After all, there is no point in making my train go fast, if it is going to derail.
My previous experience with substance use is extensive. Spanning over a decade, my experimentation includes stimulants, opioids, dissociatives, tryptamines, and phenethylamines. The intent of the usage has ranged from therapeutic to purely recreational. In relation to both of these intentions, I often enjoy exploring combinations of multiple substances, attempting to find synergies.
I take 5000 IU of vitamin D3 daily along with 2400 milligrams of mesalamine for a lifelong stomach condition. I do not consider either of these to be a contributor factor in this experience. It has been over a year since I last ingested kratom and several months since any opioid or opiate has entered my system. I do not perceive any tolerance to benzos being present on the day of the experience described below, but I had taken .5 mg of alprazolam roughly 85 hours prior to T + 00:00.
My company for the entirety of the experience is my trusty dog Gee. We spent the day in our home on a cold, snowy, and beautiful day. Although it is a Saturday, I had work to do, as well as a number of tasks and chores that have been put off due to the excessive hours at the office in the previous week. Later in the evening, my partner Kai and several close friends also entered the frame.
A combination of written notes and audio recordings were used in the creation of this report. I am confident that the timestamps are accurate.
The material ingested in the experience described below was sourced from vetted individuals. The kratom was an �enhanced� pulverized leaf material of Mitragyna speciosa [Thai variety], packed into capsules of 500 mg per unit. The etizolam was from a trusted source, tested for authenticity, and then personally prepared in a propylene glycol solution [2 mg/ ml] for precise volumetric dosing. The liquid was measured for each administration using an accurate oral syringe. The zolpidem, sourced directly from a pharmacy, was a white oval shaped pill featuring an �E� and �79� imprinted on either side, without any break mark.
I began the experience in a positive state of mind. I began the experience in a positive state of mind.