DOSE:
2 g
oral
Piracetam
oral
Mescaline
(powder / crystals)
buccal
Nicotine
BODY WEIGHT:
165 lb
I'm in good physical health, exercise regularly, walk for 2 hours each morning, eat healthy meals and meditate for at least 30 minutes a day. I have a pervasive developmental disorder am on SSI and have never held a job. I see a psychiatrist once every three months for a status report. No meds are prescribed. I do not interact much with other people. My disposition is generally neutral, sometimes apathetic. I have not been recently depressed. As I write this I am feeling slightly disconnected and experiencing an unusual headache that is probably related to the excessive dose I took.
5/28/2010 10:30 am
I consumed 2 grams of piracetam (taken 3 times a day for the last 3 years for symptoms of PDD I took notes starting approximately 45 minutes after the onset(edited):
1:45
breathe
1:47 that time dilation set in
must have been a wee bit more than I had thought. just a bit.
hope you don't get hypoglycemic
keep forgetting to breathe or remembering to breathe the lungs wander now they can do their own thing whatever let it go1:58 typing becoming laborious disembodied fingerses reverberating
2:02 must have been at least half a gram in there [(((echo))))]
you need to remember to breathe
or your lungs will just do it for you?
who says they're yours anyway
the discrepency is illusory wave it away
all discernment is illusory
maybe you took just enough
2:09 just tell them you're in a separate reality where their rules don't apply.
[reality-butt-raping intensity & disjointedness ensues]
I stopped typing at this point due to trans-dimensional fluctuations, letters appeared in the wrong order, orientation, and time sequence and it was becoming difficult to correct. I was aware at the time that there wasn't much substance to my notes anyway so it seemed like a wasted effort. I was beginning to disappear.
At 2:15 I took a trip to the basement to seek help from B as reality seemed to be tearing apart, I caught a glimpse of something that might have been profoundly terrifying. I was concerned that this was even before the peak and that it might segue into a bad trip... this was my first serious trip; I had tried shrooms 8-9 years previously but have not used any drugs in the last 7 years. My subsequent condition might have had real-world consequences [should reality see fit to intervene], so I thought that I should make contact with an emissary from reality, while this was still possible, for assistance in case of the unforeseen. I thought that I should make contact with an emissary from reality, while this was still possible, for assistance in case of the unforeseen.