Anatomy of a Bad Trip

DOSE: T+ 0:00 150 mg oral Moclobemide T+ 1:00 150 mg oral Mescaline T+ 3:00 250 mg oral Mescaline T+ 7:00 repeated inhaled Nitrous Oxide T+ 10:00
oral Alcohol - Beer/Wine

       BODY WEIGHT:
   78 kg
     

*** Mindset:

The day before I met my mother and we talked about my childhood issues. I learned that my family was covering an abuser. After the discussion with mother I had a need to trip the shit out of me. I chose to combine Mescaline-HCl (first time) with a reversible MAOI, and see what comes.

*** Comeup:

After taking mescaline I burn some incense and exercise a bit. I put on some music, mainly electronic. I wish to trip hard and get crazy. I put on some electronic music. It puts me in some kind of ego mode. I paint on my naked body. It is a first time that I take mescaline, and I notice only "weak effects" compared to psilocybin or LSD. This judgment was wrong, because mescaline comes up way slower. I decide to take the rest of the batch, all the powder that remained. This was a crucial mistake. I decide to take the rest of the batch, all the powder that remained. This was a crucial mistake.