Ground San Pedro into powder and mixed it with chocolate the night before. Ate 3 out of 5 chocolate balls. They were the worst chocolates I have ever eaten. They tasted BAD.
When it came on I felt the presence of mother nature, and I felt part of it. I was doing some gentle DIY work with my partner and having a really pleasant time. I am autistic and I have sensory needs, like sometimes I need squeezing. It felt like nature was taking care of all my sensory needs for me.
Then my aunt who passed away the other year — I could feel her presence and she told me we have never been apart and she showed me how much she loved me. I felt so much love that it was painful and too much for a human to experience. She told me about the afterlife and all she said was 'A book opened is never closed.' And now I know all the people I have loved who are no longer here physically are here with me forever.
She stayed with me for about an hour. She told me my purpose in life is to sing because it brings joy to people. That is the most comforting thing I have ever experienced.
I have taken mescaline a whole bunch of times and nothing like this has ever happened before. Do what you love to do in life and do not let anything hold you back because it really matters.