-Recovered from google docs, date 6/21/19
Had 3 seizures was in the hospital for 2 months permamnemt brain dmge is inevitable.
5 pm : Pills downed with water. Nervous as hell but ready for what is coming. Previous doses : 200-400 mg range
-6 pm: Heavyness. Horrible thoughts of gore and seeing friends cut and beaten Nd hung when I shit my eyes. I’m shakgng in fear cannote focus. I don’t know houmuch malinger I can type this.
From this point on complete gibberish.
(Time missing) man see stabdijg fod imprayingeuit ends. Ends . End. It. Wh scared scary dhau hcubz
Now, recalling the trip sober. I remember seeing my dead grandfather hanging near my closet, with dead eyes staring at me. I remember time warping through different scenario is with different outcomes. I saw portals opening on my carpet, it looked like fire and hell. I was praying to god for it to stop and everytime I did I heard demonic laughing and voices saying “you’re done motherfucker” mouth tasted like blood. I felt someone rubbing my back. I felt people touching me. I felt like I was being bitten by insects and I could feel them on my skin. I saw a fucking plague doctor standing clear as day in my doorway. I saw bookshelf’s appear that was never there. People walking theu my walls and trying to study me? I don’t know. I pissed myself and shit myself whil on this shit because I was so terrified. The worst was when I saw a 8 ft shadow standing before me I felt this force in my body I felt like I was dying and it reached its arm out and this metal sound was so loud in my head as it approached this entity was trying to kill me. This is beyond demonic stuff. Zero recreational value unless you’re a satanist