I live in the UK and the time now is 8:10pm. Soon I will take 700mgs of Dph and keep updating this post (if I can) throughout the night. I’ve had Dph a few times, but never over 400mgs. I will be taking 700mgs on an empty stomach. It usually takes 1 hour and 30 minutes to really kick in.
Yes I know the risks, but any advice is welcome.
8:37pm: I’ve downed all the pills
I’m alive, I made it. But it was crazy, I think I pissed myself. I’m sorry I didn’t do updates, it kicked in so fast.
Next day update:
I first heard someone laughing outside my window which lasted for like ten minutes. I saw a lot of spiders, I saw a person in my wardrobe crouching with pyjamas on, I saw food wrappers on my bedside table, but when I reached out to grab them my hand went through them. I had to take some medication I’m prescribed. I put the pills in my mouth, but forgot they were in there. It was only when I got a really chemically taste that I remembered. I went to the toilet, but I must have forgotten that I didn’t pull my shorts down. I found it so hard to piss, I was desperate for one but I was to anxious that I would miss the toilet or not even being in the bathroom. I’ve checked and no I didn’t piss myself, it must have been a hallucination.
But after all that I fell asleep and now I’ve just woke up and I’m still alive, but the experience was a mess of anxiety and delirium. I don’t think I will use Dph for a while.