I've had allot of experience with this love hate relationship drug. This is by far my favorite trip out of all of them. See, I'm not like most people. I love the feeling of being in my own shitty horror movie (as I call a dph trip). This own was an actual rated r horror movie and I honestly loved it and would totally watch it again if ya know what I mean..
T:1:00 dosed 1.5 grams of diphenhydramine hydrochloride. Let's ride the rollercoaster Bois. I'm very excited as usual. I haven't dosed a heroic dose like this since November 2018. And for a real doozie haven't taken dph for a month. I'm prepared for the worst but expecting the best....
T:1:45 starting to shake alot. Unexpected quick dream like feeling. Very weird feeling things like my arms are sedatedbut on the inside. Idk how to explain it. The translucent spiders are starting to visit. Hearing my name called from all corners of my room but don't respond because I'm still in reality. Ha atleast for a little bit
T:2:00 this where memory gets a little hazy, I was talking to one of my friends on Snapchat and I'm starting to "drunk text" and whenever I seem to read their text. I hear it out loud. Was talking to my girlfriend I so wish was actually in front of me instead of away. She faded away and I realized i was boutta start riding the rollercoaster :)
T:2:30 the shadow people are starting to point and talk about me, I thought i was at my friend's house but nobody was there but me, I go to pet his dog and realize I'm in my bathroom turning on my sink,, what the fuck. I see my mom peering her head in asking what the fuck I'm doing and i say " I don't know" then poof. She disappeared, remembering nobody's home but me. I quickly scurry up to my room for some reason, heart beating quicker than a car goes on a highway and I see a group of shadow people huddled up in my room corner whispering about my past, everything I've done wrong. Nothing right. Next thing I hear is "it's okay just stay away from them". I'm petrified but in a good way, I guess.
T:3:20 I spaced out on my wall, having whole tv shows play for me while i watch what my brain is somehow forming, I snap out of it to some random persons face next to mine. I jump so far I almost fall off my bed and then forget about it and trance back into the wall. That group of shadow people is now split up, some in my hallway, in each corner of my room, and my closet.. and when one of them move, they shift into this "spirit ball" until they get to the destination and then cross their arms like they are angry at me. I feel an incredible urge to shake my body and that shake well, lasted a little longer than it should have. After my seizure, I see the one in my left corner behind my tv shake his head and they huddle back up into their group and start whispering again. I feel so REAL like I'm above the plane dimension. I'm continually falling through some "hyperspace" of black vision and just random memories or dreams coming into my vision covering it fully and coming out of it realizing I walked into the wall with a glass bottle in my hand that i somehow ended up with. Thank fucking god nothing bad happened with that bottle.
T3:50 I remember typing alot but I don't Necessarily know who and what I'm doing. General confusion. Ignoring the crowd of voices surrounding me, enjoying the bugs and visual changes of my whole area of vision into that hyperspace. Eventually I was so far into it I was right outside of a coliseum looking down at it just looking at the black specs watching 2 black specs doing something, I can't tell but I know only ones gonna win....
T4:50 I'm feeling like a god. Like i just went on a heroic dose of some hallucinogen. I did but cannot explain it. Some things you can't with dph. It just takes you on its adventure. Half the time your in autopilot mode. Aka doing nothing but being blackout mode and doing shit without you knowing. It's a scary feeling but nonetheless one of the fun parts of the trip. Hallucinating hella translucent bugs and people darting in the corner of my eye. Plenty of knocks on my door but nobody. Swear I saw someone in my car 😂
NOW: I am very brain fogged, I have alpha gpc and nootropics to help, hallucinating that weird jelly like slit in reality wall hallucinations and translucent bugs with the occasional whisper. I loved eiriel and you should to. But remember, the way to reach eiriel takes a lot of time and alot of brain altering. For me I've done dph for months since October of 2018 on and off. But I've been using alot again recently to experience eiriel and actually remember it that's the key. First day on my binge pretty much was 300mg. Second day 400. 3rd 500. 4th 600. 5th 750. 6th 900. 7th 1200 (all blackout) 8th 900 mg. 9th 1000 mg. And now today the 10th day 1500 mg. Have fun tripping and good luck reaching eiriel and remembering it
Edit: realizing i had alot of blank spaces of blackout modes throughout the trip. Still not fully there yet for fully remembering my trip. I think my 10 day binge is coming to an end I will be returning to this drug as soon as it calls my name again...