Took 150 seeds about 40 minutes ago. Will update until i can’t.
30 minutes in and i’m getting the beginning of what i recognize as dph anticholinergic visuals. black dots in my periphery, strange textures on everything
listening to the butthole surfers in my tent.
i feel vaguely restless like it won’t come on fast enough but that seems to be a standard effect. gonna read my andy kaufman biography for a little while.
intermittently chatting on discord. restless restless restless. constant need to pee. i’ve learned to ignore it until it’s actually pressing.
can’t focus on my book at all. feel relatively normal but can sense the wave looming.
music is a little bit enhanced but it’s more like i’m listening closer just effortlessly. thinking of playing my guitar. i’ve always wanted to record guitar music on datura or dph . i get how singers can sound unearthly on heroin. the weird thin shivery shaky voice can be used beautifully if you’re gifted like that. i’m not but i love singing loudly on.
i keep thinking i took DPH which is kind of interesting. actually typed it out and had to correct myself a sec ago.
starting to see colors on everything. the textures are getting deeper. less like they’re overplayed and more like they’re really there. mentally i feel more or less normal even though there are clearly evident effects.
the high feels remarkably less dirty than DPH. these effects are elusive at best on DPH and the body load with dph is so much worse. a little stiff and slow but not dysphoric by any stretch.
about an hour deep now
the sound of crickets seems amplified, almost massive. sounds like thousands.
got up to pee and feel kind of drunk
becoming inebriated rather quickly. difficulty focusing. muscles feel weird. nothing bad or difficult. getting the anticholingeric comfy opiatelike body load. waves of euphoria. like a really really weak nod.
feel very light and floaty. pretty coherent just very unmotivated. the effects are increasing at a comfortable pace. side note i fucking love bill hicks.
manic. positive. permagrin. great mood. everything is really funny even stuff that isn’t meant to be.
pretty dehydrated and beginning to decline in faculties.
nearly two hours in and hanging in there.not much to report at the moment. very interesting and exciting physical sensations when i close my eyes. black pools appearing in the black background of reddit. like paint splatters kind of. kind of uh horny .
effects seem to have plateaued. took approx. 25 more.
vision getting blurry. about 3 hours in i think.
read my book for a while. vision getting blurrier. nothing holding my interest.
seem to be going deeper into whatever it is i’m going into. feels so incredibly understated and gradual. idk.
sitting in dark silence doing basically nothing. nothing sounds particularly interesting.
still feeling it. gonna sign off here and check in later or in the morning