DOSAGE: 200 mg DPH, 350 mg DXM and weed
12:36: About to smoke weed and prepare for the trip. Am in bedroom and feel cozy, just preparing rn nothing special.
12:45: I’m stoned now, smoked quite a bit of some strong weed. Quite euphoric, weird head space. I’m happy. Gonna dose a little after 1:00
12:58: Getting hyped to dose up. This weed is amazing I already feel like I’m floating and I’m super excited. I feel like a child about to explore his imagination lol. This weed is loud I tell ya.
1:26: Well shit, on my way to grab the DXM and DPH I nearly stepped on a toad, it scared the living fuck outta me... now I know what’s going to appear in my trip if it goes bad, I’m gonna dose in 5 mins. Still mildly stoned.
1:34: Just dosed DXM. Pretty sure I’m feeling a placebo dissociative headspace cuz it never hits me within in the minute. Usually it takes a good half hour for the DXM to hit. Imma let myself relax and dissociate, smoke a lil more weed and then in about 20 mins take the DPH
1:36: Either really strong placebo feeling or I’m dexxed out, I just thought sum numbers on my screen were floating.
1:39: Ok DXM is hitting and very fast. My house feels alien. Btw I just finished rinsing my mouth with salt water to get the taste out. I’m getting an uncomfy vibe from my house cuz I can hear the water pipes flowing sounding eerie. I definitely feel stimulated and extra aware ok gonna take DPH in about 10ish mins.
1:45: Just dosed the DPH. Feel very strange, still kinda feel stoned. The DXM is hitting hard. A lil anxious but I think that’ll change with some happy music.
1:49: When I walked outside mood was uplifted but I saw a frog like figure jump from a bush out of the corner of my eye, was like a millisecond. I keep seeing my shadow fuckin doing wierd things. Like my shadow moving in it’s own. A bit anxious help.
1:52: Haha sorry DPH makes me have anxiety a lot. I thought this would be a good place to trip but now I’m realizing all the shadows from swaying trees. I don’t like that. Focusing on my phone and relaxing. Smoked a lil weed.
1:56: Itching a bit. Seeing a lot of things in the shadows and sides of vision, overall a lot of anxiety but I’m calming just takes a bit. Head space still feels mostly stoned, a lil bit slower too tho.
2:02: Feel very strange. Thoughts come and go, very forgetful. I feel good for the most part. Odd shapes in the wall tho.
2:28: I saw much stuff. I am waiting to come down, I’m scared and unhappy
5:38: ok I’ve come down, nothing major happened just saw patterns and a few hallucinations, I’ll add more to this as I sober
6:22: ok now I’m fully sober. Basically the DPH kinda overpowered the fuckin trip lol. I was so full of anxiety that I lost all ambition to even finish reporting during the trip. I didn’t see all too much. I heard lots of voices, I saw a few patterns on the walls. I went downstairs awhile for my trip and DXM hit hard too lol, I was playing RDR2 and for a few minutes I almost had an anxiety attack cuz I thought I died in real life cuz my character was just shot and killed lol. Everything was just strange and honestly scary. I liked the trip when it was just DXM and weed honeslty. Visuals were cool but nothin to write home about. Voices were probs most intresting part, just garbled stuff tho. Now I feel odd almost emotionless but still feel stimulated from the DXM. I didn’t enjoy my trip I’d say it was probably a bad trip due to the anxiety.