Hi everyone,
I just wanna tell you how I'm feeling, because this is the best trip of my life (so far). I'm starting to come down a little, I can type and read (thank God for auto correct) so I'm pretty good, but what a ride!
I took a pill tonight, not knowing my dose (but it tested as 2cb). I read on here that most pills are under dosed. BOYYYYY THAT WAS WRONG ADVICE MAANNNN
I've tripped on lsd and truffles before. So I roughly knew what to "expect". But then the come up hit me like a train, reminded me of an MDMA come up. It was like waiting in line to get on a rollercoaster, it's exciting, frightening, and yet sooo much fun!
I was just watching a documentary on Netflix (it's called "Terra") and the images took me along the ride through nature. Through earth. Beautiful pictures of animals, trees, plants. Everything precious to me, personally.
Then the movie was more about how we, humans, destroy earth. Some horrible images were shown that would fuck me up even when sober, because it would make me realise how shitty we humans are and what we do to our fellow animals and our precious planet. Etc. Etc.
But somehow I didn't go that way. I just saw nature. We are nature. Humans=nature= birds=insects=plants=trees===LIFE
And we will live. No matter how much humans will fuck up our planet, no matter how humans abuse and mistreat animals, plants, trees, oceans and each other, nature will find a way. Life will keep on existing. And by our emotional, physical and perhaps even spiritual connection to other life, we would live on through them. Like we humans live on through our children, so can humanity live on through other life forms. And the other way around, our ancestors live on through us.
The actual point of the documentary went way over my head (probably "save the earth, eat less meat") I just went off in my mind to a whole different level.
What surprised me the most is that I tripped way harder than I thought I would, and it turned out all right. I had a good time, didn't go bad at all. Usually this intensity, steep come up and nasty TV images could have and probably would have ruined my vibe and caused a bad trip, or at least serious discomfort and great efforts to turn things around. But this time I just went with it and completely let it all go. And it brought me a very valuable lesson about life.
(Now that I'm proofreading my post I can see I learned another lesson: let go, don't be afraid, you can't/shouldn't want to control it.)
Man I love 2cb now