See title. Did a bunch of speed for the very first time back in january and felt amazing, as expected. Felt like shit the next day, as expected.
Thing is, I haven't stopped thinking about how good it felt and it's months later now. Whenever I feel tired or shitty it just pops in my mind; I could just take a little bit and feel good instantly. I don't have any direct connections to score some more or I probably would have done it again already, but I could get some if I asked around.
I'm pretty damn sure this shit is way too much fun for me and I'll get addicted in no time if I try it again, just wanted to hear your advice. I'm kinda stubborn to try and prove I can experiment with it without getting addicted but on the other hand I'll definitely swear it off if it does prove to be too much fun.
This is regular street speed, mind you, if that helps. No cocaine, meth or any prescription stuff. I don't have any motivation to try any of those, either. If one-time speed use makes me doubt my sensivity to addiction this I don't even want to try any of the heavier shit.