For the curious ones who are thinking about trying DPH but aren't really sure if they should, I'd like to share my first account experience with DPH with you. First of all, I'M NOT PROMOTING THE USAGE OF DPH. I'm not here to tell you how amazing it was, I'm simply sharing my account so that you can decide for yourself whether or not it's something worth experimenting with. I'd like to start off by saying that my curiosity to explore the mysterious world of the psychonauts began when I was a sophomore in high school. For years I had experimented with the usual stuff like cannabis, benzos, and at one point I had even tried K2 (which I regret in hindsight) but it was when I came across Terrence McKenna's videos on YT that my curiosity for psychedelics and hallucinogenic experiences really kicked off. I was curious about drugs like LSD and Shrooms because I wanted that colorful, spiritual, emotional, mental therapy that I had heard about so much about but unfortunately I didn't have access to these drugs back then. I decided to settle with what I was able to get my hands on at the time and with a quick Google Search I was able to find some cheap alternative drugs online, one of them was DXM. I had a good run with DXM until it became a little monotonous. I was eager to find a hallucinogen that had similar effects to LSD and Shrooms and that's when I came across DPH. Luckily I had a bottle of 50mg Benadryl capsules my Doc had prescribed me for allergies lying around the house. Thankfully the night I chose to use it my friend was hanging out at my house. I decided I was gonna take 850mg of Benadryl, I didn't know what it was when I tried it but I heard the experience would be very real and I was just excited to try something that resembled LSD or Magic Mushrooms and it was one of the worst experiences in my life man. One of the very first things I felt when the trip hit me was I started hearing loud noises outside my window of what seemed to be people arguing so I looked outside but I couldn't really see anybody but it was so real that I assumed it was actually going on but I just couldn't see the people arguing, the loud noises got so overwhelming and unrecognizable that it started giving me anxiety. Another thing I remember is seeing a big black spider on my hallway ceiling and I've always been terrified of spiders in real life so it startled me as soon as I saw it and after this things only got worse because this one spider fell to the ground and it began multiplying by the hunders. Another thing I noticed was that the walls were melting, this was a very enjoyable sight to see (its the only LSD like experience I can take from this nightmare). There was a lot of smoke/fog and purple shadows racing towards my peripheral view. I heard and saw a lot of unrecognizable people sitting down in my couch and walking around my living room chatting incoherently as I were hosting a party. I also remember having conversations my friend doesn't remember me having with him and says at times I was just frozen in one spot speaking incoherent jibberish by myself, he said I would twist words and sentences and he couldn't understand a word I was saying at times he thought I was possessed lol I remember having a conversation with my friend when a little girl in a white gown came slowly walking up towards us from the hallway and she just stood there with her long black hair covering her face dead silent and frozen in front of me, I was startled and felt my heart racing but I tried focusing on my friend and ignored her but then my friends face started melting... his eyes began to gouge out of his face and blood started streaming down like molten lava and this was a recurring theme throughout my experience it was horror, after horror, after horror. Another thing that made me feel extremely uncomfortable throughout the entire experience was my mouth was so dry that I felt like I was going to suffocate but I was too fucked up to remember to drink water. Also everything I heard or saw startled me. Every 3 minutes something new would startle me and frighten me and I felt the fear running through my body. It was a horrendous experience that I was thankful to have gotten out of with my sanity intact but definitely scarred me. I'm really grateful and lucky that my friend was there for me to prevent me from doing anything stupid and kept me from losing my mind. I was a stupid teen looking for a quick high and I paid the ultimate price. I really recommend people reading this to do some research on DPH before you try it and don't buy into stories where people tell you it's colorful and relaxing (maybe in extremely small doses like 50mg or 100mg) but don't use this drug for recreational purposes. It's like entering Nightmare on Elm Street in Real Life lol I'm not trying to be preachy, I'm not trying to scare people away from this drug. At the end of the day it's up to y'all whether or not you wanna try this drug. I just wanted to share my experience because there's a lot of misinformation out here regarding the effects of this drug. This is reality, the effects aren't pretty. There's a 90% chance you will have a bad experience, and a 10% chance you will enjoy it (and many on here seem to enjoy it). If you're looking for a colorful, spiritual, therapeutic experience this isn't the trip you're looking for. Thanks for taking the time to read my report, be safe!