Had one of my best drug related experiences Friday night so wanted to put it in writing to help remember bits and pieces from it so figured here was as good a place as any. Setting was a trance gig in my favorite club
22.00 Arrive and sink a few pints in a nearby bar before queuing up to get in, happen to see some people I met a Luminosity so I'm instantly on a great buzz, slightly drunk and looking forward to it more and more. This really set the tone for the night, good people good music no bullshit
23.00 In the line and I drop 22mg 2cb Hbr
23.15 Finally get in, setting is amazing, lasers are going already and the place is well decorated with psychedelic artwork, patterns etc. Warm up DJs are on playing a brilliant mix of prog/uplifting trance getting harder and more techy/psy as their set progresses. By 23.30 I start to feel the 2CB, colours are brighter, body load kicks in etc. and i feel like im floating higher and higher, each tune is better than the next and i really feel one with the music
00.00 first headliner comes on, 2CB is well kicked in but Im still coming up, everyones smiling, atmosphere is amazing and tunes are banging. By 00.30 I fully up, i think to myself im never doing mdma in a club setting again cos theres no way it compares, i start over thinking things as happens alot with me on drugs then quickly remind myself I'm not doing this anymore and to enjoy the moment, the inner monologue ends and I dance my ass off for the next 90 minutes, everything is perfect, better than perfect, feel like my vibration has raised and everything is enhanced. I love 2cb but have trouble finding the right dose, but this is it, this is the sweet spot that Ive hit before but at at time I wasnt as responsible so didnt know the dise. I can vary the intensity by closing my eyes, letting my mind run but i focus on the music, the setting and how fucking amazing life is as well as how lucky I am to love this music, to have found drugs and be able to use them sensibly and to have the life that I do. Take a toilet break and realise how high I actually am, then it hits me that its not so much the dose that was perfect but the setting and mindset.
Fast forward to 2am and i decide to take 125mg of tested mdma and 20mg DMAA (as i find pure mdma too sedating) I cant put into words how special the come up was, it was like the first few times again, eye wiggles, pure euphoria, buzzing with everyone there, even writing this the feeling is coming back and I cant stop smiling. I get water with ice and eat the ice cubes and periodically splash a bit of water on my face and the next 90 minutes is pure euphoria.
This trip really put everything into perspective, the last year has seen huge chance in my life. On paper my life is perfect, dream job, perfect relationship and everything going for me. But i seemed to take it for granted a bit, but this night seemed to bed it all down, it clicked with me and i realise how good everything really is, the trick now is to remember it when the afterglow fades and i have a shitty day that life randomly throws at you.
Anyways rant over, just wanted to put this down to have a record of it and to share, hope you all have similar positive experiences next time you roll, all the best guys peace and love :)