I get a seriously over active bladder with dph. I had taken 1000 mg, had my room set up to where anything I'd need would be within arms reach.
Right around or a little after peak I really had to pee so I got up to use the bathroom but found walking that far without waking my mom up would be impossible.
I crawled on my hands and knees out on my back porch and squatted over the ledge to finally relieve myself when i realized daddy long legs on my shoulder.
Panicked tf out and fell backwards into a bush... about a 3 ft down. Pants still down, pissing on myself and freaking out cuz of the spiders.
I finally managed to roll out of the bush and crawl back up the porch steps and back into my room. I dont know how long it took me to clean up and change because time was distorted.
I crawled back in bed and laid there with my eyes closed and had the most intense cev's. My whole room looked completely different and everything was wavy as if it were underwater. I've never experienced cev's like this with dph before.
Suddenly someone is beating extremely hard on my bedroom door that leads outside. I pause and wait because idk if it's real or made up in my head. I hear it again so I look out my bedroom window that's next to the door and I see a group of people outside my door.
I can hear them talking but I cant make out what they're saying and I'm too afraid to open the door. A few seconds go by and I've forgotten about it.
I decided to put my beats on and checkout some music on YouTube but that proved to be quite difficult because everything looked like it was written in another language so I decide to randomly click on a video i listened to recently and go from there.
It was Pink Floyd dark side of the moon album and it sounded so eerily amazing I was blown away. I closed my eyes and was enveloped in my wavy room where absolutely nothing in it made any sense.
I felt something crawling on my big toe and when I opened my eyes there was a huge centipede on my toe. I freaked out and kicked my foot but it wouldn't come off, so I bent over to swat it off my foot and that's when I saw other centipedes in my bed.
I stripped my entire bed and left the bedding crammed in a corner away from my sight. As I'm sitting there on my bare mattress I hear pounding at my outside door again, this time I get up and check.
I opened my door but noone was there. Straight across from where I'm standing is a tree and in the tree is a humungous owl (I've seen it in a previous trip)
Its eyes were so large it made me extremely uncomfortable and it wouldn't stop staring at me. I tried to ignore it and decided since I was outside I was gonna smoke a cig, all the while this owl is sitting on a branch staring at me.
The trees and bushes are twitching even though theres no wind (I'm used to that cuz it happens everytime I trip)
I look across the street at my neighbors house and theres someone standing in their front lawn hunched over and looked to be at least 7 ft tall. (Now mind you in a previous trip i saw slenderman so believe me when i say i gtfo there!)
Back in my room sitting on my bare mattress I'm watching the photos of family on my wall talking to eachother. I decided to talk to them as there was noone else to talk to. What we discussed I couldn't tell you because I'd forgotten it as quick as it happened.
One group photo of some friends of mine were river dancing and laughing. The hoodies on my door were twitching and bouncing slightly. My dog was sitting in bed with me just staring at me. Idky but everytime I trip my dog stares at me. Maybe he senses something different about me idk
After a while I finally start to come down and I'm able to grab my bedding and lie down and listen to music till I fall asleep. Woke up hrs later a little groggy but otherwise fine.