I believe I posted a trip story before on some other subreddit but I think it was removed so I’ll go over my experience again anyway because I like to compare my trips to others and let others know what hitting the 1000mg mark is like...
Firstly, let me start off by saying, that taking any overdose of DPH is harmful but taking 1000mg is stupid and I truly believe if you are taking 1000 it’s because you’re not in a great place mentally. I took 1000 because I was feeling very suicidal and that’s the only reason. Anything above 750+ mg and you’re in for a VERY bad time, trust me. Also, this may be different for everyone because you can build up a tolerance . I had a fairly big tolerance before taking 1g therefore my trip probably wasn’t that severe compared to others.
3:00-3:30pm Took the dose: bought a pack of Nytol sleep aid (50mg per pill) consumed all 20 in groups of 2. This was extremely challenging because I kept gagging whilst swallowing them because I’m not that great with swallowing pills that aren’t coated. I take them all and lay on my bed just regretting what I just did so hard because I know what I’m in store for.
3:30-4 the DPH is kicking in extremely fast. It usually takes about an hour for me but a dose this large seemed to effect me straight away. My heart rate was through the roof which may have also been anxiety and I began to sort of hyperventilate so I went in the bathroom and tried to calm myself down.
4-5:00 I’m not really completely sure what happened during this time but I do remember going back into my room and propping myself up and staring at the wall into nothingness for a very long time. I was going to put Netflix on but didn’t have the energy to reach for the remote.
5-9:00 pm I’m deep into a delirious state and don’t remember much of this but my parents told me I was incoherent and I lied and said I was really drunk which would land me in less trouble. Apparently they asked me how my day was and I would reply with things such as ‘I didn’t even go there’ or things like ‘My TV is talking, be quiet.’ Obviously this is alarming but I don’t think they wanted to know further.
It’s also noted I had a constant, crippling impending sense of doom that my parents were going to murder me . I dont even know where this came from but once I managed to drag myself downstairs for some dinner with my dad I really convinced myself he was going to throw himself at me and stab me or something even though that’s such an awful and irrational thought it’s like. I thought they were hostile strangers. I can’t explain it. Whilst trying to hold a fork I had the most awful shakes - like I mean AWFUL, I can’t believe how bad this drug can give you the shakes. It’s like I was having a full blown seizure.
9-10 pm I am in bed and entering another delirious trance. I vividly remember typing a message to my friend and about 20 minutes later I realise I am pressing into the palm of my hand- there is no phone. My visions fucked and I can see 20 phones on my bed. I grab the ‘ fake ‘ones and they vanish until I reach my real phone. I cannot see for shit so I decide trying to use my phone is futile. I go to ‘sleep’ around 10.
10 pm - 3/4 am This is where things are so messed up and confusing and I’m still trying to recollect what happened to me during these hours. I get up and go to the toilet, get up, get back into bed. Then I repeat this routine 3 times until I actually remember to piss. I vision My whole family is watching me pee through the crack in the toilet door as it wasn’t fully shut. I smile and watch them for 15 minutes until I go back to my room. I go to stroke my cat on my bed but that’s when I remember- I don’t have a fucking cat- then it vanishes. Then some creepy nightmarish crap happens, a woman is outside my bedroom window and is staring right through my soul, then a help sign appears on my tv written in blood. The walls close in and everything becomes PIXELATED. I swear I’d rather see spiders then what I saw. No bugs appeared during this whole trip.
Morning - I ‘wake up’ at 7 am feeling weak, exhausted etc but I think the delirium has past by now. My vision doesn’t come back until 11 am.
There’s more to this trip and I might write a more in-depth recount soon. However I really urge you don’t be a stupid dumbass like me and take a stupidly high dose because you’re gonna end up in a lot of trouble.