Greetings guys! I wanted to share my first time on this substance with you guys, and possibly ask for tips that can help me have a more pleasant trip next time.
So it here it goes: Me and 3 friends were at my house, one of them was our tripsitter and the 2 others took 2C-B with me(this was our first time doing this)
So we took about 20mg of 2C-B each, filled up a litre of water and had 100mg of 2C-B into it, and measured 2dl in each cup. I’m a sucker for MDMA so for some reason I went into this thinking the experience would be something like MDMA but I was wrong, anyway. 10 minutes ish after consumption we all started to feel a bit nauseus, but we tried to hold it in, nobody actually threw up in the end but I went to the toilet to see if I could do it, but I could’t. After dryheaving for a bit I felt this rush going into my head, I just told my friends not to do what I just did.
20-40 minutes after consumtion: we were watching Drugslab on YouTube and we all started asking our tripsitter if there was added effects on the video like blur or glow but he said it wasn’t, then we knew we were starting to trip, everything became kind of blurry, changing colors and started waving. I have this background on my phone which is like smoke, but it isn’t moving. But when I looked at that picture it was moving, and that was really cool. Things were going great and I had a good time, things were waving and morphing into eachother, colors were changing a lot and it was amazing. I remember my friend trying something on me, he took 2 fingers and stroked my arm and the sensation was really trippy, I didn’t feel anything in my arm, it was like... i was the one doing it to him, that it was his arm and my fingers but in reality it wasn’t. Anyway. We’re having fun and describing what we see and then we decided to take turns on taking a bath in pitch darkness, I was first - I went in there, just letting myself into a comfortable position, closing my eyes and was just enjoying the amazing lightshow I had with my eyes closed. i sat in the bath for like 20 minutes and when I opened my eyes and tried to go out, everything was super wavy and I couldn’t really tell what was going on, so I went downstairs again and told the next person to get in but they both was there for like 5 minutes each becAuse they didn’t like being in the dark, and that was fine.
And now things are starting to turn bad (and why I’m asking for advice for my next time)
So we were downstairs, enjoying music and watching stuff on the TV when I suddenly got the idea that I wanted to try something I loved doing on MDMA, and that was taking a bluetooth speaker with a lot of bass, going to my room, turn off the lights and just lie there with the speaker on my chest so I could really be one with the music, I felt the bass super strong in my chest, but then suddenly some dark thoughts got to me and in my closed eyes visuals I was imagining a road, and there was these things trying to pull me to the left so I started having a little panick attack, I rushed out of bed looking for my glasses in pitch darkness, I felt more and more scared for every second and I rushed downstairs then laid on the sofa just wanting the trip to end. I tried calming myself down thinking to myself that everything was going to be okay. I managed to pull myself up and saved myself from having a bad trip so I did what I thought was right, I took my dog out for a walk and that’s when it really hit me how beautiful nature really is, I had some bad thoughts on the road but I tried to ignore them.
When I came back home I was on my way down and things had calmed down so I was glad for that.
Note: I had gotten probably like 10 hours of sleep the last 3 days and I had to drive for 5 hours to get home before taking the 2CB, and when I was on the comedown i had been up for 24 hours.
Do you guys have any tips so that I can avoid getting a bad trip/ bad thoughts next time, and suggestions to activities?
Cheers!