Yesterday i took 175mg benedryl and felt a little tingly but nothing much. Tomorrow im on a long ass road trip home and i really do not want to be sober for this and benedryl is the only drug i can get. I did DXM on the way here and that was pretty great. Anyway, what dosage should i take for a good time? Music? Tips? Warnings? How to avoid a bad trip? What to expect ? Im thinking of 300mg as thats what most people on here said to start out with.
Edit: Scratch that, just did 300mg right now so ill be leaving live updates. Gonna be fun
2nd Edit: WOW!! I got way more fucked up then intended. The initial 300 didnt do anything so i said fuck it ill join the 700 club and popped 35 pills total (It was such a fucking pain in the ass to get each pill out) and oh my god it was crazy. When it first really started kicking in i got excited but i was a little scared for what was to come because all i had read about it was literally horror stories but im weird and thought i was experienced enough with drugs for it (I was, im not mentally scarred or anything). Anyway, i was with my entire fucking family in my grandmas living room. Everyones here, and im just this cocky with drugs to think this was fina be a breeze. Boy was i wrong, the first thing i noticed was feeing super heavy and very sedated but i wasnt tired, just very calm and relaxed. Auditory hallucinations started very quickly but nothing crazy, i just heard family members calling my name and stuff. It was actually very pleasant at first and I actually liked it a lot, very euphoric. My first uncomfortable symptoms started with dry mouth and very dry eyes but i was prepared for that and didnt mind it a lot (im used to cotton mouth, i do a lot of adderall and weed). Then i started to feel super tingly, very tingly almost like bugs on me. My mind instantly went to spiders because of stories i had read and pretty soon they were on the walls but i chose to ignore them, then they began coming out of my pants and shirt and i started swatting myself, my grandma looked at me weird and i just explained there was a big fly on me and said im going downstairs. I started to panic because it started to get a lot more uncomfortable then i had anticipated. Going downstairs was a mistake, as soon as i opened the door there were bugs everywhere. I ignored them and went to the couch and sat terrified to look behind me so i just stared straight. I was literally in fear, i could not stop thinking about something standing behind me and eventually i just had to look and there was just a giant doll, i screamed and started freaking out and it was morphing with almost a sadistic look staring at me smiling. I instantly closed my eyes, I knew it was a high and just told myself that and held my eyes shut and when i opened them i was still upstairs, on the couch. I had never even moved and i looked around in shock, my family luckily paying no attention to me. I was really fucking high though and i was still seeing a ton of bugs and this went on for awhile until i started to see shadow people, this didnt scare me as i was fully aware it was a high and just kinda joked about it in my head, although admittedly i used humor to ease myself because i was still insanely fucking terrified, I wasnt ready for it to be this real and hellish. I went into the room my parents were staying in and turned on the light and layed down and closed my eyes and started listening to music and calmed myself, this part actually wasnt bad at all. I kinda saw things with the music and it was super cool, but i wasnt really paying attention to the music at all. I must’ve done this for awhile until i thought i heard someone talking to me, and i take out my headphones and open my eyes and a shadow person is just sitting on the edge of the bed, i was terrified and just froze and stared for probably 30 minuted honestly. One thing i noticed was i kept forgetting things, almost like i couldnt process that there was a shadow person there. I was literally just brain dead and retarded and just stared until ig i was able to think straight again. I started craving my juul but i didnt bring it with me, so i started thinking about that a lot. Then my grandpa came in the room and sat down and started talking to me, he said he hasnt talked to me in awhile and we started chatting about life and he handed me a cigarette. I was full on delirious at this point because i thought that was actually my grandpa, but he had actually died the day before and i was visiting my grandmas house in the first place because of that. We talked for awhile and he told me that he loved me a lot and he will always be there for me and i told him i loved him too, and he disappeared. I didnt think much of him vanishing into thin air cuz i forgot about it after 10 seconds and eventually just closed my eyes and went to sleep.
Benedryl was a very odd experience and im definitely never doing it again, i actually the next day told my family about my drug abuse problems and im getting clean. (Still smoking weed of course) I did a lot of self reflection on the fact i just popped 35 benedryl because i had no other drug to get high on and im only 17 and i kinda want a future. Ill still do drugs on occasions, i love molly and percs too much. But def very rarely. Anyway, that was my benedryl experience. Sorry i took awhile to post this, had a wild last couple days.