Firstly, thank you for the inspiration and support you all have for each other. Not sure why I'm even posting, I guess for the support or recommendations? I decided yesterday enough was enough and started a taper. Going from 15-20gpd and decided not to exceed 12gpd for one week, I ended up stopping just over 10g yesterday. Today I'm shooting for 8g, in 4 doses. If its too much to handle I'm going to stick to no more than 10g. I have a lot of supplements already and I believe they are helping, valerian/melotonin has helped me sleep as it is. I've gone through the most horrid benzo withdrawals last June and assumed nothing comes close, but, the mix of physical and mental WD from kratom makes simple tasks unbearable, let alone working. Is it wise to start at a dose such as 10g, or 8g and stick it out about a week and lower it 1.25g after that? I should point out I suffer from tremendous anxiety and depression, and two years ago tried to commit suicide, I'm worried about PAWS and losing motivation to keep at this, but I'm sick of feeling like shit from kratom anyways.. Thanks r/quittingkratom!