Hi everyone, so yesterday I took 2cb for the first time in a nature setting. It was my first time taking a psychedelic drug. Some relevant info: I have taken mdma about 6 times and am very experienced with weed. I weigh 65kg (143lbs) and usually need a lesser quantity of drugs/alc to make me feel effects.
I was very excited about this first time, maybe a bit too much. I took a 16-20mg pill at 16:00 together with my gf. I ate about 2 hours before the first pill. After 1 hour she is starting to trip and says that a leaf on the tree is breathing. She spent about 5 minutes staring at a tree and saying she completely get "sucked in to the object", but not in a bad way. I am starting to feel a come up, mostly my vision being different when I move my eyes. When I move my hand in front of my face I see trails coming from the movement. That however, is probably the most crazy my visuals are right now. Now 1,5 hours in, my girlfriend is picking up leaves and touching things and fully feeling effects. For about 3-5 minutes I had to laugh a bit whenever I stared at something (no visuals though). Still feeling relatively normal and I feel like I can handle more.
The thing that makes me want to take a bit more is that I've seen people on 22mg who were mentioning how the lights were changing colors and spots on walls start to spin around. How there hands look bigger and smaller and how there are significant visuals. However I do remember that I already took 16-20mg only 90 minutes ago and that it still could get more intense.
After 2 hours since starting timeI take another 16-20mg (same pill). This one really starts working after 45 minutes as I haven't eaten for about 4 hours now. Visuals are still quite weak, however I had one moment where it felt like my vision was completely moving, this lasted about 2 seconds. I feel like it's really busy in my head and it can be quite intense and straining to process everything. When I stare at the asphalt different parts start warping together, but nothing very crazy.
Visuals never get more intense from this point on and are very irregular. My mind however, is going insane. I feel like
I'm having an altered perspective and like I am controlling my mind. Every thought I get sucked in to, good or bad. I feel a bit disconnected from complete consciousness. I have some anxious thoughts that kept sticking with me and I could easily worsen them by thinking about it. I felt worried that I was never going to come back out of the trip and that I would feel like this forever. It also felt like I was touching someone else when I touched my self, a bit disconnected. At this point I just really want it to end, and I am thinking about how I read that it could trigger a psychosis and mental effects. After laying on the couch for 2 hours I am starting to feel back in to reality. My vision has never been extremely intense.
About 7 hours from the first pill I feel normal again. I realize that I took too much for a first time, 36-40mg, but left dissapointed with little visuals I received. It was just one big mind fuck lol. I also don't understand why you would want to use this at a festival or something similar, as it was just too intense mentally for me. I do want to try it again some time and just take 1. My friends usually take it on an mdma come down to maybe I will do that next time.
I would like to hear if you have any comments :).