So I dosed 500mg Benadryl last night having previously never gone beyond 400 or so. Can’t really provide a timeline of events but here are some “highlights”
First time seeing the famed insects people talk so much about. Hundreds of ants and beetles crawling around my bed and my arms, swarm of bees pelting themselves at my window, at one point a massive spider just came down hanging in front of my face. Never became convinced they were real, closing my eyes for a few seconds usually made them go away.
Started seeing people who weren’t there, all outside my window for some reason. At one point I saw like 5 or 6 strangers and a red pickup truck in my front yard only for them all to vanish upon looking out a few seconds later. Watched what appeared to be my dog running around in my room despite him laying down next to me at the time.
This was probably the least terrifying, most interesting visual hallucination of the trip: On my dresser appeared what seemed to be a small pool of liquid not being held by any sort of container, just suspended there on it’s own. Upon poking it with my finger it would ripple just like water, but my finger would still be dry. It disappeared after a few seconds of this.
I was not fucking prepared for how realistic the auditory hallucinations would be. I would hear whispering and talking voices, mostly from family members. They were mostly laughing or speaking incomprehensible gibberish. I had to actively remind myself they weren’t real and that there was no point in responding to the voices. What scared me the most was that at the time I probably wouldn’t have been able to differentiate someone’s actual voice from the hallucinations, they just sounded THAT real.
I’m honestly never going that high again. If any of you end up seeing hatman tell him I said hey because I sure as fuck am not gonna see him myself.