so the last time i dosed my adderall was around 8:30 p.m. and i took like 60 mg IR. i’m assuming it’s worn off enough for me to not have a heart attack from taking dph. i’m already hallucinating flies and shit from being sleep deprived.
3:10 a.m. - took the 200 mg on a half empty stomach. fingers crossed that i don’t vomit this time.
3:30 a.m. - i’m currently lying on my floor listening to my DPH playlist waiting for it to kick in. thinking i might draw something once i start feeling high.
3:51 a.m. - i’m starting to feel the effects a little. i’m freezing, my head feels foggy, and breathing isn’t as easy as it normally is.
4:13 a.m. - delirium has arrived. i’m seeing things moving like spiderwebs and see through bugs. i’m also getting some auditory hallucinations. things are glitching out
4:45 a.m. - i saw the first spider of the night and he was pretty convincing. i’m also seeing little bugs on the floor with me and the lights keep flickering.
5 a.m. - i keep forgetting where i am even though i’m lying in the middle of my floor with my eyes open