Gender: Male Weight: 180 Setting: My house while my mom is sleeping
I am a frequent user of DPH and use around 400mg every night. This dosage allows me to relax and get high. I decided that I wanted to explore the deliriant effects of DPH so at 12:00am I took 1150mg. At 12:30am I started feeling significantly stoned similar to what I feel on 400mg, but more intense. I started making music as I am a producer (mainly hip-hop) on the side. I noticed that I kept losing my train of though and not remembering what I was about to add to the song. I decided this would be to difficult, so I started listening to music instead. I started noticing every little thing about the songs I was listening to and the music felt more alive than it ever had before. 01:00am I decided to get in bed and watch YouTube on my phone. One thing I noticed was that no matter how hard I tried, I could read any words on the screen. I decided I would go into the living room to pet my dogs. It was very difficult to get up and I could barely walk so I crawled instead. When I got in the living room, my dogs looked so foreign to me, that I was too scared to even touch them. I decide to crawl to the bathroom, climb up on the counter, and pee in the sink. As I’m doing this, my mom says from behind “what the hell are you doing Don?”. Don is my middle name and my mom has never referred to me by only my middle name so I thought this was really weird. I looked her in the eyes and said “just chillin”. I thought it was weird that she was in there givin that the door had been closed the whole time. I looked in the reflection of the mirror and she wasnt there. I turned around she had disappeared. I rolled of the counter and climbed back into my bed. At this point I noticed that there were bugs everywhere. This was unsettling as I absolutely HATE bugs. I looked in my closet and my dad was standing there with a flashlight. My dad died this summer so at this point I said out loud “I’m trippin trippin”. My dad asked me how many pills I had taken and I told him. He told me to be safe and we shared casual small talk for a bit and before he disappeared. This was very nice even though I knew it wasn’t real. At this point I had completely lost track of time and couldnt read a clock. I decided to try to go to sleep. I kept falling asleep and waking up repeatedly. I think I blacked out or just fell asleep after a while because I can’t recall anything until 10:00am the next day. I still felt a little high, but all the deliriant effects had gone away. For the next few days I felt very disconnected from the world and everything I looked at seemed so foreign. Even my own mom. I still use DPH to get high, but I don’t plan on using it for delariant purposes ever again.