Hi guys! New to the subreddit, and reddit in general, and was surprised to find a subreddit for this. Well i have read countless stories of people taking huge doses and experiencing some crazy shit. Some good, most bad. But ever since my drug use evolved from weed, to alcohol, to DXM, to benzos, to adderall, and soon to have LSD or some psychedelic on that list. I have always wanted to see things. I would just go with the traditional LSD or shrooms, however where I’m from these are extremely hard to come by. Like EXTREMELY hard. Anyway I have previously tried recreational doses of diph just to get a feel for what it was like. I took 8 Benadryl 25mg tabs equaling 200mg and it felt like I was on the verge of seeing things and having that ‘breakthrough’ trip. I was in couch-lock lying down on my side with my eyes glued open like I was on addy staring at my door into nothing. That was 2 months ago and again it was just a tester dose. Since then I have obtained some Unisom 50mg SleepGels. I am going to consume 7 within a 20 minute period which puts me at 350mg. Now these are the gels so I’m going to try and not get too impatient when I take them and stick to the 350mg. Also I am quite light (115-120lb) so this is another reason I’m sticking with smaller doses for now until I can find the perfect spot. Although I don’t see myself doing this much more after today. Maybe every now and then. I guess this is going to be a ‘live’ trip report for anybody who is on right now and reading this. I’ll keep you guys updated and sorry for the long background but I feel like I should include it. Wish me luck!
09:23 - Just took all 7. Didn’t really stick to the 20 minute period, it was more like 10 minutes. Forgot how annoying it was to swallow Unisom gels.
10:03 - Starting to feel some effects. Feeling a little bit drowsy. When I take Unisom to sleep I usually take 100mg and by now I would be knocked out. I’m feeling a little heavier and more fluid. Similar to what happened on Benny but it took about an hour and a half before I felt like this while on Benny. I’m pretty awake so things are definitely different.
10:14 - Things have gotten brighter and more vibrant. Nothing to crazy as of yet beside me being very slightly disoriented/dizzy. Very very minimal though. I feel sort of slow, like I just popped a xanny, I guess due to the sedation DPH causes?
10:23 - Exactly one hour since dosing and things are starting to breathe. Like you would get on a traditional psychedelic. For sure feeling sedated but no urge to pass out like on a normal dose. Definitely in couch-lock right now and I feel like a potato. Going to try and stand up and walk around, maybe play some fortnite and see how that goes.
10:41 - hard to type. Well sorta. I just take a while to spell out words. Things are starting to ramp up. I’m seeing things move from their previous location to new ones. I’m seeing weird bright specks of light glide across my floor. I swear I just saw someone’s Bitmoji pop up like when they are in the chat while you are. This is what i was looking for, but it’s not at the same time. I almost nodded off but gained a burst of energy and now I’m starting to trip. Music is crazy on diph.
10:53 - Just had a mini fucking heart attack. Def tripping now. I’m typing and when i backspace but out of the very corner of my eye I can see my shadow moving but I forget I’m backspacing. I also do a flying mini spider with wings fly around my room and as I’m typing I’m seeing shit another fucking flying spider just This is insane. Thank god I didn’t go with 400 or higher which I was originally going to do when I had Benadryl. So hard to type any words my fingers are just doing their own typing. So far it’s been alright. The spiders are kinda scary though. My blanket is melting upwards now and I just tried to grab it
11:19 - this is insane I can ever tons people talking like I’m in a Mall. I’m pretty disoriented and things are happening everywhere.
11:30 - this shit is kicking my ass. I’m seeing random words that makes a no sense. When I look at the ceiling where the stairs met the room and they keep going through the wall
11:44 -this feels really insane? Like. Sorry if I don’t spell something right and also I can’t complete all my senetenvcs
11:30AM The next day - Well I have no memory of what happened and I knocked out around 1AM. I couldn’t function well enough to type though, so my last update was at 11:44. I also forgot that I was on FaceTime with some of my buddies the whole time and I my friends got a good laugh out of watching me slowly lose my mind. I could speak normally and my friends wrote down everything I was saying. Apparently I had a full on conversation with my cat who wasn’t even in my room last night. He had a huge head with red eyes. They say I was talking to my cat for an hour while they were trying to get my attention. Me and my cat were talking about Donald Trump and putting him on a leash. Then I was saying how depressed I was because my cat flew away out my window and I said that there was a huge hole in my wall. One thing I do remember though is the spiders weren’t huge, but they were super small and had wings. I couldn’t talk either, it felt like someone dropped a cinder block on my throat, but according to my friends I was talking like a zombie who had been smoking cigarettes his whole life. Things were beginning to melt but at first I took it as the walls breathing not melting. After a while though I stared at my blanket and it was melting upwards. This is where my memory stops again. My friends say after I saw my blanket melting I started to yell but not super loud. Then I told them that the blanket was dripping upwards onto my ceiling. This is where my friends went to bed and I was once again alone. They ended the call at 12:22 so I was by myself going crazy for 38 minutes. I vaguely remember standing up after they left, going into my kitchen, and then my memory goes blank again. The next thing I remember was standing on my countertop holding a soda. Now here’s where things started to get so fucking scary it was like I was in a never-ending nightmare. I closed my eyes and when I opened them I saw the Grudge staring at me. I was about to scream at the top of my lungs when it looked up at me and it was my friend who I haven’t seen in a while. Me and her had another conversation about where she had been and then she turned her head 360 and when I saw her face again, it was a demon. Then she lunges at me and, again, no memory from this point. I cannot remember some things at all, but other things I can remember perfectly. The last thing I remember is I was back in my bed, with my soda next to me, empty, I was soaking wet, and so was my bed, and I checked my phone to try and update the thread and saw the time was 1:03. Then I remember putting my phone down laying my head on my pillow, and hearing people calling my name in whispers and them slowly fading away. And now I realized why people hate dph. It was insane, scary, but at the same time I enjoyed it? Might have been the most insane experience I’ve had on any drug so far. I also just saw my group chat on Snap and I said that pedo bear was running across my phone screen.
tl;dr - I took 350mg at 9:23, started seeing spiders and thought my room was upside down, was attacked by the grudge in my kitchen while standing on my countertop at 12:30. Then I heard voices and passed out.