Last night roughly 21 hours ago for the first time in two weeks I decided to trip DPH again. I have numerous experiences with DPH and decided I'd do 800mg (which is my highest dose, and I have done this same dose in the past). I'm going to go with as much chronological order as possible, and include some texts I sent just to show you how fucked my brain was.
8:00 PM: I took about 32 pills give or take one. I often find myself dropping pills and hoping to god that I counted right.
8:15 PM: For some reason even this early in the trip I saw one phantom bug. One singular gnat like insect crawled over my bed and I swatted at it and it disappeared. At this time I was experiencing no body load even, so I was surprised to have a visual this early.
8:30/8:45: The body load has become noticeable but not full blown or extreme, and the heart effects are taking their toll. My breathing got wacky as normal, and speech became difficult. Typing was getting increasingly hard, but I was still mostly coherent at this time.
9:00: Visuals are starting, I feel delirium kicking in.
9:30-10:30: This part of the trip is sort of a blur. I don't remember much of anything happening except the fact that I could feel much less body load than normal, I was astonished at just how normal I felt during this time.
10:45: It has really hit. At this point I'm swatting at phantom insects once every ten minutes, but it is nowhere as extreme as most trip reports. I usually saw one to two fly like insects just go across my vision and disappear.
11:00 My speech has lost any and all coherency. My mother keeps coming in my room and disappearing, and I am stuck in a loop of her asking my questions over and over for about 30 minutes. I eventually just gave up on talking to my mother and began to assume anything that happens from this point on is fake. I rolled over in my bed and closed my eyes to enjoy CEVs.
12:00 AM: Everything is fucked. Nothing is real at this point. I'm still hearing my mom even though I know she's asleep. I decided to test if you still get fap dose effects at this high of a dose and the answer was yes, but masturbation is pretty difficult due to the temporary erectile dysfunction you get when on this high of a dose.
TEXT FROM AROUND THIS TIME (all of these are verbatim):
Friend #1: (to friend #2) How are things on your end.
Friend #2: My end is staticky at best. The damn brits have tanks. (yes they actually said this I have the screenshot, they're just autistic)
Me: groud war has tank thingye (line break) AFVs not enthen (line break) ensemble*
Still have no clue why I really responded this way. When I saw his text about tanks I for some reason interpreted it as a question about the new CoD game, and what the fuck I meant by ensemble is beyond me. The only reason for me to use that word would be in reference to the devs of Halo Wars, which I had recently watch a video documentary about.
1:40 AM: I was hearing voices all the time, and basically my brain would just assign the voice to whatever object I was staring at. This lead to me having a conversation with a lamp and a coat that were in my room. I decided that since I was staring so profusely at the lamp, and it was also staring with equal intensity, that we were having a staring contest. I stared at the lamp for about 30 seconds and blinked. I lost, and then promptly remembered that a lamp is not alive, and I'm delirious as fuck.
TEXT FROM AROUND THIS TIME:
Me: holy christ (line break) i just had a conversation (line break) wirh a lamp (line break) i did a scarecrow for an eye test
(10 minutes later)
Me: im still in disbelief that i tried ti you'll prolly het a nice thint to slap on messy
Friend #2: w h a t
2:00: I decided to test what music and ASMR sound like at this dose. ASMR didn't sound bad at all but (if you watch ASMR you'll know what I'm talking about) there was no tingling at all. It was just crunchy sound. I decided to test music so I put on a Post Malone song (not that complicated of a song, figured it'd be easy for my high ass to comprehend). It sounded like the pitch was lower, and the music was faster. The pitch would go up and down like a slow slide, it was very strange. If you have ever heard microtonal music it sounds like that. I put on my absolute jam by Polyphia: Look but don't touch. It had the same effects and sounded really wonky as fuck. I decided that it was pretty strange but it was far from "music euphoria".
At this point I go to sleep. After having numerous non-existent conversations I went to bed, and waking up later was a blur.
I had intended to video record the trip, but as soon as the DPH hit I forgot that I wanted to and was far gone. I'm sure a lot more happened that I don't remember, but here are the highlights.