Trip report
Dosage - 50mg approx.
Method - Vaporizer
This was the first time I had tried it. I was apprehensive but excited and in a good frame of mind. I had expectations yet there is absolutely nothing in this world which can prepare for one for such an experience. The speed and intensity is mind blowing. It's really like nothing else I've ever tried or could have imagined. Like many before have mentioned, using words to try and describe it is wholly inadequate at best.
With the first inhalation things suddenly seemed very vivid and bright. I would describe it like going suddenly finding yourself in the middle of high level acid trip. After the second toke it suddenly became very difficult to remain upright and I found myself 'falling' backwards. Within but a few seconds reality had disappeared completely and I found myself rushing through an absolutely astonishing melange of the most fantastic patterns, shapes and colours. The light I experienced was the most vivid and most beautiful imaginable. It was an infinity of multi-dimensioned objects made from glass windows all dancing and shining with the brightest of light. The definition and clarity of the onrush of visuals simply cannot be expressed with words.
I felt like I was 'flying' through all of this until I was 'lifted' into another dimension entirely. In some ways I felt like I was beneath the surface of water when there is sunlight shimmering on the surface yet here the colours were beyond measure. There I suddenly became aware of the presence of other 'beings' who had surrounded me and held me. I distinctly remember one. I would describe 'her' as female and perhaps like a faerie but these shapes and forms are impossible to accurately define - as though their forms are made from pure energy and light. From her I got a sense of love and compassion. These beings seemed to be very busy and were extremely hurried. They almost seemed like they were anxious 'something else' was about to come or were somehow short on time, as I felt like one who was holding me kept looking left and right almost nervously.
At this moment I remember feeling like I had zero control over myself yet I trusted these 'beings' and was happy to let them get on with their business. In a way I felt like they moved me around and I had a sense that were were doing things to my body. I don't know why but it felt like they were 'repairing' it in some sense. It's possible that they were trying to show me things but I didn't fully understand and my memory here is limited. But I distinctly recall two of these beings peering over me and holding something and lowering it towards my face. I got the sense that I was being urged to open my mouth so that they could pour something in. I did this and then felt like it was getting closer and closer to my face. Once it was almost 'touching' the visions faded somewhat and then dissipated but in a way which looked like many butterflies taking flight.
I think at this point I stood up and tried to walk around the room. I was hallucinating and everything was dancing and breathing, so I decided to sit back down for some time more. My body was convulsing and I was both utterly confounded and overjoyed. Within a minute or two more I felt completely normal physically and visually the world was exactly the same as it had been before. However since then I've felt quite content and happy and as though whatever was 'poured' into my mouth remains in body. This sense of meeting the faerie has impacted on me in some profound sense. This knowledge that there are 'other' beings out there is something I find reassuring. I feel almost sad that I am not able to communicate further with these entities. I consider myself a rational person, who despite having some strange experiences, but this experience has broken down a significant part of my worldview.