I'm very excited to say that I have tried DMT for the first time, which I extracted myself. Trying DMT has been something I've wanted to do ever since I heard about it a couple years ago, and I am not disappointed one bit. On to the trip report!
I used a bong with a domeless quartz nail for dabbing, and dropped 10mg in for my first time. I could barely hold it in for more than a few seconds. 10 seconds or so after consumption, I felt a buzz throughout my head and upper body, and closed my eyes. I saw light CEVs of large hexagons made of multi-colored dot. After a few minutes of the experience, I could only think of the words pleasant, calm, and loving to describe how I felt. I remember an actual physical feeling in my heart of just goodness.
After a few hours I decided to dive deeper into the DMT experience, and hopefully hold it in for longer. 25mg dropped into the bucket, and I still couldn't hold it in for longer than 5 seconds unfortunately (any advice on making the smoke more pleasant?). The same buzz flowed throughout my head and upper body. I closed my eyes, layed down, and WOOSH. I was sent to a very red room, ballroom sized. It was an empty room, and all of the textures were the same: small wiggling trangle-like shapes, all the same shade of deep red. A figure slowly seemed to emerge from the far wall. I knew it was a female figure, and she was as large as the room, which from my perspective was something like 40 feet high. I could not seem to see any facial features or details on her face/body. She was made of the same triangle-like wiggly shapes, but was a darker red. I was flown up in the air towards her. She reached out her arms like she was inviting me towards her. She held a box in her hands, made of the same red triangles as the rest of the room. She seemed to want to show me what was inside, and thus she opened the box. Inside was a floating, brilliant white swirl of triangles dancing together beautifully. I have never experienced what people call ego death, but while I was looking at the box, I had no awareness of who I was, where I was, etc. All I knew was that this Being allowed me to peer inside her precious box, and my only duty and desire in that moment was simply to look in awe at the beautiful dancing white triangles she had shown me. I had been playing music at the time, and at some point the music changed to something that at the time I thought sounded horrid, which snapped me out of the room. I opened my eyes, and visuals were still incredibly strong. I tried to close my eyes to go back to the red room to meet the Being again, but couldn't. I am in awe of what this drug can do, and I know I didn't fully break through.
TLDR: Woah