Recovered from google docs, date 6/21/19 Had 3 seizures was in the hospital for 2 months. Permanent brain damage is inevitable.
5 pm: Pills downed with water. Nervous as hell but ready for what is coming. Previous doses: 200-400 mg range
6 pm: Heaviness. Horrible thoughts of gore and seeing friends cut and beaten when I shut my eyes. I'm shaking in fear, cannot focus. I don't know how much longer I can type this.
From this point on complete gibberish in the original post.
Now, recalling the trip sober. I remember seeing my dead grandfather hanging near my closet, with dead eyes staring at me. I remember time warping through different scenarios with different outcomes. I saw portals opening on my carpet, it looked like fire and hell. I was praying to god for it to stop and every time I did I heard demonic laughing and voices saying "you're done." Mouth tasted like blood. I felt someone rubbing my back. I felt people touching me. I felt like I was being bitten by insects and I could feel them on my skin. I saw a plague doctor standing clear as day in my doorway. I saw bookshelves appear that were never there. People walking through my walls and trying to study me. I lost control of my bladder and bowels while on this because I was so terrified. The worst was when I saw an 8 ft shadow standing before me. I felt this force in my body, I felt like I was dying, and it reached its arm out and this metal sound was so loud in my head as it approached. This entity was trying to kill me.
Zero recreational value.