Did a bunch of speed for the very first time back in January and felt amazing, as expected. Felt like terrible the next day, as expected.
Thing is, I haven't stopped thinking about how good it felt and it's months later now. Whenever I feel tired or bad it just pops in my mind: I could just take a little bit and feel good instantly. I don't have any direct connections to score some more or I probably would have done it again already, but I could get some if I asked around.
I'm pretty sure this stuff is way too much fun for me and I'll get addicted in no time if I try it again, just wanted to hear your advice. I'm kinda stubborn to try and prove I can experiment with it without getting addicted but on the other hand I'll definitely swear it off if it does prove to be too much fun.
This is regular street speed, mind you. No cocaine, meth or any prescription stuff. I don't have any motivation to try any of those either. If one-time speed use makes me doubt my sensitivity to addiction this much, I don't even want to try any of the heavier stuff.