I have been using meth for about a year and have always struggled with nearly every addictive substance I've tried. I am addicted to escaping my reality.
Feeling such a deep level of peace and comfort tonight. This feeling of relief is better than any substance in the world could provide. Just a couple of weeks ago I was so low I thought I would never come close to climbing out.
If anyone is going through something they think will never get better, please please remember that nothing lasts forever. If you hold on and keep in touch with who you are, it will come. And that feeling of relief when you realize all the pain of getting out of that hole was worth it, when you finally feel at peace, man it's a feeling that can't be comparable to any other. Today I woke up glad I didn't end it all, and after months of wanting to, I just can't describe how good it feels. It's a different kind of rush. I never thought this feeling would come and I had every reason to believe it wouldn't.