The past month has been very difficult for me. I lost one of my closest friends a few weeks ago, he was like a brother to me and we lost him unexpectedly. I felt like I had not fully accepted his passing just yet, and was still numb to it. I decided I wanted to trip in the evening. Earlier in the day I got a good workout in and got to play basketball with close friends and family in the afternoon. Overall it was a great day. I dosed at 25mg.
The first hour I meditated in my bed and listened to some Frank Ocean. I decided that it was time to smoke a bowl, so I grab my vape and smoke it in my bed. I began to stare at my tapestry of a forest that's in front of my bed. My friend who passed was a comic book artist. After this first bowl I saw his main character from his comics in my tapestry. I saw his face in the branches of the trees. I look above him and I see my friend's face. I was in shock.
I look at my left hand and I saw I was holding my root chakra stone. This is the stone I was holding at my friend's funeral. When I was leaving his funeral a red-tailed hawk flew past my windshield. This stone had meant a lot to me in the past few weeks.
I lay back and I close my eyes. I see a Mayan wheel. Before I knew it I was on the other side.
I communicated with my friend who passed. I contacted my grandmother I never met. I talked to my wife's dad who died when she was young. We were speaking telepathically. Tears were coming down my face.
I had goosebumps, I could feel their presence. I was surrounded by so much love. I could see so many glowing bodies in front of me. Looked like they were about to grab me to hug me. I told them all that I love them so much. That I miss them. That I'm sorry I wasn't there. Tears continued to fall down my face. My body felt weightless. I, my ego, was no longer on this earth. I was in the realm of angels. I was in another dimension.
As I open my eyes, I was in awe. I close them again and I began to see patterns moving around my vision. I saw a serpent.
I walk into my living room and look out the window. The moon was out. It looked like a smile in the sky. It was yellow.
Words can't describe how beautiful this experience was. It was life changing. Purely magical. I felt so connected to everything.