The night before last I went on a solo trip. I had small amounts left of each chemical and I decided to use them. I did NOT expect to have a strong trip like I did. I figured if anything I'd get a light 4-AcO-DMT trip accompanied by a tiny buzz from the other chems. I just wanted to get rid of what I had.
Doses: 4-AcO-DMT 25mg (common-strong dose), 4-HO-MET 38mg (strong dose), 4-HO-MiPT 10mg (light dose). I put what I had into capsules and dropped them at 11:30pm.
12:05am: The come up effects started maybe about 15 minutes prior. Surprisingly I wasn't nervous. My hands got sweaty, my heart was racing, and I felt a change in consciousness, but I didn't get very anxious. After smoking 2 bowls of weed I now feel very tingly all over, with waves of euphoria. I can't stop smiling. Definitely have some bright blue orb closed eye visuals dancing around in swirly circular motions.
12:35am: I am definitely tripping now. The peak is coming. I made a little nest on my bed and am listening to music. Everything has a pinkish glow. Songs are like a mini journey. I feel like I'm falling down a tunnel made of music. Strange patterns are flowing across my ceiling and dancing on the carpet.
1am: Very wrapped up in the music and visuals. I feel lethargic and sedated. I had Moving Art: Deserts playing on Netflix and all the rock formations looked like they had Native American patterns on them. I've seen Moving Art a million times while tripping and it has never looked like that.
From here on I remember feeling extreme waves of euphoria every couple seconds, starting from my pelvic area going up to my head. Feelings of "it's all okay" and "nothing really matters in the end" washing over me. I began thinking about things that have been scaring me and bothering me lately. I began to sob and just let it all out. I went over everything and compared my previous perspective to my current state of mind. I began to laugh and realize I was being a big baby and that I need to learn to go with the flow. Change is a stupid thing to be afraid of.
At some point I managed to leave my tripping nest and go smoke again. This upped my visuals a lot and walking back to my room was difficult but fun. I made it a game. When I came back everything seemed really far away. I ate some apple slices, which blew my mind. They tasted so good and the texture was absolutely crazy to me.
The rest isn't very important, I was almost all the way down by 4:30am. It was a beautiful trip and I'm really glad I did it. It was so needed and I feel so much better about all the things currently going on in my life.