DOSE:
smoked
DMT
(powder / crystals)
BODY WEIGHT:
80 lb
My Relationship With DMT
I read that NN, DMT is a key to a doorway that opens up other dimensions. I had also heard that behind everyday reality is an unutterably strange, mental universe that DMT would show me.
When I finally attracted DMT into my life I was afraid of it. I had a little baggie in my possession. I looked at it, smelled it and feared it for several weeks. I read quite a few trip reports of DMT experiences, I talked to people who had a relationship with DMT and I listened to podcasts on the subject but in retrospect it was ALL entirely irrelevant to the experience�s that I have had.
Nightly I would contemplate the DMT baggie and try to imagine what another dimension would be like. I had read that nothing I could do could possibly prepare me for the leap that I was determined to make.
One night while in contemplation a lyric in a song spoke to me and it said �my patience is waning� I did not want to do DMT on this night, however I felt led to. I must, this very evening, take the leap.
I sat on the couch and put the tiniest fragment into the pipe, I lit her up and inhaled deeply, at first nothing happened and I doubted that the changa that I was in possession of was the real deal. Then an intense but not too strong mental feeling enveloped me. It only lasted for 30 seconds or so but I knew that this DMT was the real deal.
As I got my courage up I added a few more fragments and tried again. I had made myself a place in pitch darkness and I saw gentle visions. I was aware that these were sub-breakthrough experiences. They were not overwhelming, quite beautiful, lovely and I didn�t feel any fear.
Over successive nights I continued with my adventures. I played music in the pitch black and I enjoyed various visions, each one different and unique. One time a psychedelic spirit lady visited me.
I was quite pleased, happy and content with sub-breakthrough experiences. I did not want anything more. Then one night after about 7 consecutive nights the little pile of crystals that I put into the pipe did not work. Then one night after about 7 consecutive nights the little pile of crystals that I put into the pipe did not work.