So a little context,this happened a few days ago I wasn't planning on taking ket, but my good friend suggested that we do and it would be fun. So we got a gram between the two of us and went to Hyde Park and did it in the park.
He had done ket for the first time about a month ago but wanted to again. So we did about 4 lines each and it was the würdest high I've ever experienced. We asked each other deep questions and thought about stuff together. I realised I didn't like what I was doing. I had a few realisations that day. Some of which helped me realize I had a problem. Im 14 years old and shouldn't be doing drugs in the first place. That was a big one. I realised that I didn't like myself anymore and the only thing I looked forward to was my next high. Im by no means an addict though. My friend who had a way bigger history with drugs than me came to the same conclusion. Some of the wackier things we noticed was we both thought we were in new York for a solid 10 minutes. I was so out of it and not in control.
In conclusion Ive decide to take a break from substances for an undecided period. Ketamine helped me realize what I didn't like about myself and why I had to change. In one sense you could say it's th drug that helped me the most, although it was my worst 'trip' ever.
I'd love to hear about other realisations you guys have had on ket.
Edit: I should clarify that I didn't k-hole.