Short report here figured I'd kill some time instead of type my essay.
Anways so about 20/25 minutes ago (time isnt real) I weighed out .20mg of deems. Heated my rig up for about a minute, cooldown was 45 seconds. Put my crystals in the rig and white milky smoke begins to make its way to my open mouth. I inhale for what seems like an eternity and this is where i made my mistake, i second guessed my ability to measure (dumb i know) and thought i did too much as im supposed to be typing an essay but I just got this batch yesterday and wanted to try it. ANYWAYS i think to myself "God damnit Kazi, you blasted yourself off dumbass" and walked quickly to my bed. I hold the dmt smoke in for as long as my lungs can take it before a harsh exhale into my pillow.
As the smoke trails from my mouth, I have Virga by Tipper playing in the background. I close my eyes but something feels wrong. I begin to do what we all know not to and fight the dmt pulling me towards myself (not sure why I did this, more later). I give in for a few seconds and geometric shapes begin to appear in my eyelid, but then i manage to snap my eyes open. Shamanistic and geometric patters cover my room, my ceiling fan spinning higher and higher, almost separating from the other 4 walls. I look at my arm and notice my hairs are flowing with the music, and my veins look as if they had multiplied tenfold. At this point I realized, im a fucking dumbass for fighting the deems cause I probably missed some important information from my shadow friends in dmt land (I encounter the same 2 entities most of the time, makes me feel safe). But in that moment afterwards realizing that I didnt do too much I could only think of one word in my brain. "Perfect", I uttered, "Absolutely Perfect". I stared at my ceiling repeating perfect for about 2 minutes until a different song came on. As the song transitioned I began to erupt in uncontrollable laughter! How could I second guess myself while being such an experienced psychonaut? Realizing even the pros mess up sometimes made me humble and I continued to laugh at my folly until i was able to roll over.
It was after I rolled over I had discovered I had another arm! I forgot about my left arm as it was in a weird position under my head and body, which then caused me to laugh even more because I realized how although I thought I did something wrong, that respect and appreciation goes a long way. It was good I realized my mistake quickly into my trip and tried hard to give in. I felt as if the DMT knew I had good intentions, and helped me by rewarding me with visuals I have never experienced.
After I found out about having 2 arms, I felt the inside of my room was so beautiful, that I needed to compare it to outside, so I got up feeling weightless and took a look outside. It was a beautiful day but I got kinda mad cause theres a house right behind mine and I couldnt see the trees that I wanted to, but thats okay, the birds were chirping and bees were buzzing. I felt in tune with myself again (been a stressful finals week). After being outside and observing the nature, I needed food. I usually eat meat but something in my head told me otherwise. I went for an apple instead. and let me fucking tell you it was the dankest, crispiest, most succulent apple ever. Apples are fucking lit.
TL:DR - Did deems, thought i did to much, realized i didnt, laughed at myself and kept saying "perfect" and then ate an apple.
Love yall, have a good day everyone!