Just took 40 benadryl about 45 minutes ago. My nose has stopped running and my heart is skipping some beats. As I'm typing this my fingers are getting inaccurate and my eyes are getting hazy. I'm gonna try to type as long as I can before I'm unable to turn on my phone. Im in the middle of the woods right now.
5:00 - 40 down the hatch
5:45 - Nose no longer running, heartbeat skips, eyes watery
6:00 - my body feels pretty slow, and I'm suddenly very dazed. No shadow monsters or hatmen yet, though I see flickering lights in my vision
6:12 - I can see my phone with my eyes shut. I can close my eyes and turn on and unlock my phone. When I close my eyes I can still see, I even picked up a stick with my eyes closed as if they were open. My mouth and throat are also dry as fuck and my dick hurts. Gonna drink some water. Autocorrect is correcting everything but I misspelled every word you just read.
6:18 - In the corners of my eyes I see little things twitching like worms. No spiders. Also I saw a man with his back turned to me for like 20 seconds and he disappear as soon as I blunkm it brgins
6;27 - Cdnt type anymore . I see a ma I a green Abt about 50 feet form me . My throat is dry, I hear someone vaimg my name. There's a noise line heavy machinery like a giant saw and men kin hazmat suits when close my eyes. They are in white hazmat suives . I can't see their faces but they are all ststj g at e. The nkkses ate gettk gkd but I can hear them coming from k side my head, it alhndsjmr the noises are coming fromvevj d.y eyes. I'm trying to edit this post but my finger keeps missing the enydr button. There's something to my right
8:27 - The delerium has ended. I'm clear enough to type, but with great difficulty. My fingers aren't going where I want them to go. My vision is still foggy as a swamp. I have to pee but nothing is coming out. After my last update I put my phone in my pocket and stared at a tree. I heard loud buzzsaws coming from between me ears and in the distance I saw several figures in white hazmat suits, between 4-7, standing motionless. There was a spider on my arm, but it was real and not a hallucination as I squished it. A man came up to me and said "bro are you smoking weed?" He was a man id never seen before, about 25-29 years old, about 6 feet 4 and 360 pounds in a black shirt, du rag and basketball shorts. And I replied in a clear, eloquent tone: "no sir, just benadryl". He said follow me, I have dab carts. I got up and followed him, but everything was dreamlike and milky. My throat hurt as if I was choking, but I couldn't speak. When we got out of the forest he immediately turned around and attacked me, knocking me to the ground. I screamed in shock and tried to get up, but I couldn't. I then grabbed at the ground and felt dirt, not pavement. I looked up and I hadn't moved an inch from where I was sitting, which was a tree stump in the forest. I had fallen off the stump. There was no man. I dreamed all of that while I was on the stump. My mouth was so unbelievably dry I drank all my water bottles I'd brought with me, about 32 oz. I had to piss but couldn't. I'm home now and the hallucinations have mostly ended, but I'm still seeing wavy lines in the corner of my eyes. Will do a report on the hangover.
Between 6:27 and 8:27 I was too gone to type. I was in a dreamlike state with my eyes closed and I felt like I was moving while sitting still.
EDIT: HANGOVER
2:27 am: Can't sleep, yet I'm tired af. I spent a good 40 minutes coughing and dry heaving, but I couldn't puke because the dph wouldn't let me. My mouth is so dry it induces vomiting. The hallucinations are still here, if I stare at a wall for long enough it begins to twitch, like move back and forth. As for thinking, it took me a good 10 minutes to type up to this point. My thinking is blown, I'm not sure if this is permanent, but I can't remember for shit. My fingers still won't function 100%. Just heard someone whisper my name but I know it was not real. Also I managed to pee but it felt weird coming out, like it was cold and thin. Will update tomorrow after I wake up, though this may be a week long hangover.
As for ego death or Eirel, I don't really understand what those are, but I experienced a trip so powerful it made me question reality (during the trip). I know what is real and what's not, but during the trip I would pick up a rock thinking it's my phone and spend several minutes scrolling on it looking at instagram.