Hello all. I'm a little bored so I figured I'd share my story with you fine folks.
So I had some high quality ketamine and a free Friday night. Previously to this night I had tried it twice. My first time I took around 75mg over the course of the night. Things got wonky and I had a great time. The second time I tried it I was already high on thc and only did 30mg. I was in a bad spot so it was pretty unpleasant.
So this third time I was feeling happy and comfortable with this chemical. So I figured I'll just do 50mg and have a nice calm night to myself.
However without thinking about how it would change things I sniffed it all up in one line. This might not seem like a lot but I'm very light and have 0 tolerance. Along with the fact that this k is very high quality.
So I lay down with some Tipper on and get comfy. Ahhh this feels familiar. Calm almost buzzed feeling. Everything is good. The drip is pretty annoying as always but I drink some water and as long as I dont sniffle too much it goes away soon after.
But wait what's happening. Why are things getting more intense. Uh oh. Wasnt expecting this. I turn off my disco lights and crawl into the living room because things are getting over wehlming.
Up and up and up we go. Or should I say in and in and down the rabbit hole. At this point I'm essentially laying face down on the floor unable to do much except think about how hard this k just hit me. It was a little too much for a second but I just breathed and remembered k is very safe.
I thought about what it means to be conciousness trapped in a human body as well as the fact that there is am entire planet of people doing all sorts of crazy stuff at this exact moment.
So I rolled onto my back and this is where the therapy began. Whenever I was able to not think about how bloody dry my mouth was, I thought a lot about life conciousness and my own depression. I saw how blessed I truly am in life and felt an overwhelming sense of peace. So I prayed to God and thanked the universe for my blessing and felt and infinite well of love released from inside me that I wanted to give back to life.
After that I was able to wobble back to my room and drink some water. The rest of the night was filled with lofi mixes and talking to the beautiful people on tripsit.me <3
Thanks for reading.